i premise that i'm not very spiritually advanced and cultured, or rather i still have little to no control over my abilities, that’s why i don’t understand much all this
however, going straight to the point
sometimes i get very angry towards someone, right motives, so i think and concentrate very intensely with hatred to that person for a while and almost immediately something happens, it doesn't take that much, sometimes and when i do, the exact things i "visualized" happen, then i feel exhausted
i learned to recharge, but i have a doubt
if this is not a real ritual / black magic, could still leave in me "negative waste"? i think so, let’s say i feel to remain a little "dirty with evil" after
what you recommend to clean yourself internally after this?
if possible something mental or silent, no vibrations or loud statements
thank you
