How can I heal sexual truama that's caused from having too many sexual partners in the past I worked as a massage therapist for some times and I used to go out and have sex with the guys for money to support myself I stopped doing that a year ago and I have been trying to heal, I want deep and complete healing how can I do that? Thank you.
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Lead TranslatorYou can do these consistently:
Deep Cleaning: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=57615External ↗
Soul cleaning page and also check the Returning Curses part at the bottom: https://templeofzeus.org/Aura_Cleaning.phpExternal ↗
The Ritual for Valefor has to do with healing energies:
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=77132External ↗
You can try this yoga session with mantras but instead of the given mantras, do Suryae for each chakra and the aura: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=227&p=97721#p97721External ↗
(Suggention: 12 for each chakra then 27 on the aura, as this sums up to the 111 of the Sun)
You can focus on each individual man you slept with my cutting the soul strands that are attached, or do general workings do free yourself from all connection to past sexual partners.
For option 1 see this - https://templeofzeus.org/Detaching.phpExternal ↗
For option 2 - https://templeofzeus.org/Words-of-Power.phpExternal ↗
Also, there are multiple Sabbats coming up, dont forget to utilize those.
Honorary TranslatorI can add to everything already said, healing traumas regards the Wunjo rune. I used it on my heart chakra and worked fine to reconnect myself to my lost feelings and cleaning negative emotions.
You may have a "part" of your mind, or a powerful thoughtform attached to your aura, repeating the sexual behaviour you described. If you find this "part" you may work to correct it, with affirmations, internal dialogue with yourself and this "part", and again the Wunjo rune.
Sacral chakra clearing meditations; work with Lilith and/or Her Sister Naamah.