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I found out that cheating on my boyfriend and having a girlfriend at the same time is exciting.
I have one girlfriend and one boyfriend but 5 different sercet sexual relationships with 2 men and 3 women.
They don't know about each other.
I don't feel this is wrong in my heart. It is what makes me happy but I'm worried the Gods don't approve of this
Of course honey you don't feel bad in your hearth, that's called being a scumbag.
Also the Gods won't smite you with a thunder for being a prick, that happens only on stuff like let's say cold blooded murder, but that doesn't mean they will be disappointed because you couldn't follow basic human ethics.
Or who knows, maybe you aren't one of those qweeens or playboys that "want to explore their sexuality" but you're actually a true polygamous person.
AskSatanOperator wrote: I found out that cheating on my boyfriend and having a girlfriend at the same time is exciting.
I have one girlfriend and one boyfriend but 5 different sercet sexual relationships with 2 men and 3 women.
They don't know about each other.
I don't feel this is wrong in my heart. It is what makes me happy but I'm worried the Gods don't approve of this
You do whatever you want with your life. If you think that's right. But I think you should avoid future problems.
MY OPINION about cheating is that I find it repugnant.
The Gods don't really care about what you do in your personal life. That doesn't concern them at all, it's your own and nobody else's.
Whether you cheat or not has nothing to do with the Gods, but it does have an impact on humans. For example, if people find that you cheat on them or play games with them while cheating on them they will be less willing to trust you: if they find out, the word will spread that you are dishonest and people will avoid you. You can't really hide these things for a long time, they will eventually get out.
AskSatanOperator wrote: I found out that cheating on my boyfriend and having a girlfriend at the same time is exciting.
I have one girlfriend and one boyfriend but 5 different sercet sexual relationships with 2 men and 3 women.
They don't know about each other.
I don't feel this is wrong in my heart. It is what makes me happy but I'm worried the Gods don't approve of this
Playing with peoples emotions and leading them on in a relationship is very wrong for a variety of reasons.
It's likely that the gods find this type of behavior disappointing and very wrong.
It's different If all people are aware of eachother and consent to this. This is obviously not the case for what you are doing.
Everything we do in life has consequences. We reap what we sow eventually, one way or another.
I'm speaking from experience here. Make the right decision and don't live in the shadows. It comes to bite you in the ass in the end.
It is not about 'morals' or karma per se (plenty of people get away with this type of thing every day for decades and it'll never bite many of them back on the animal level of existence) but the fact that this behavior is going to lead to big, big problems for you down the line in terms of your OWN mind, which could interfere strongly with your development.
If you inscribe it into your mind and convince yourself that deception is making you happy (the easiest way to do this is programming this into your sexuality - as sex itself is the life force), then deception itself becomes some sort of second nature for you, what lies, blockages and poisonous beliefs about yourself will this lead to later on, or in further lifetimes? If you are playing a different character to 5 people, won't you start questioning who you really are?
This is the line of thinking you need to take with this because this relates to the soul elevating or descending. The Gods are big on truth because contradictions tend to accumulate and create delusional behaviors.
Your love life is your business and has zero to do with the Gods.
However, it is important to note the possible ramifications cheating will have on your life.
- You may contract an STD.
- You may spread these STDs.
- You may seriously injure the psychological well-being of your partners.
- You may be physically harmed for cheating on your partners.
- Your partners may also take revenge in other areas of your life.
Playing with people (especially their overall health) is very immature and dangerous. It would be very wise to sit down and talk with your partners about this and explain to them that you have a polyamorous nature. This would greatly mitigate any serious problems in your relationships that may pop up down the road.
HS.
AskSatanOperator wrote: I found out that cheating on my boyfriend and having a girlfriend at the same time is exciting.
I have one girlfriend and one boyfriend but 5 different sercet sexual relationships with 2 men and 3 women.
They don't know about each other.
I don't feel this is wrong in my heart. It is what makes me happy but I'm worried the Gods don't approve of this
This indicates that you are a very low quality person, and you have been doing permanent damage to your soul. You have been destroying your pair-bonding mechanism which makes it nearly impossible for you to ever have a happy and fulfilling relationship, and this damage may be deep enough to affect you for multiple generations. Basically your desire to be with many people ensures that you will actually be alone. And I don't expect any of these people to actually respect you, at least not if they know the truth.
This sort of thing takes up a lot of time, attention and energy, which doesn't really lead to anything positive, only ephemeral excitement. Even from a non-moral sense, it could be better applied elsewhere.
Shadowcat wrote: I cannot imagine anything exciting about playing with someone's emotions to the point of possible serious psychological damage along with risking their health and possibly their lives with the worst STI's unless one is a sociopath.
One could also have sociopathic tendencies, but not be a full-blown sociopath. It is way more likely as well.
Henu the Great wrote: Shadowcat wrote: I cannot imagine anything exciting about playing with someone's emotions to the point of possible serious psychological damage along with risking their health and possibly their lives with the worst STI's unless one is a sociopath.
One could also have sociopathic tendencies, but not be a full-blown sociopath. It is way more likely as well.
It is possible that this person's sexual and romantic "pathways" have themes of emotional dominance or secrecy. Like all things, it can be transmuted and enjoyed in a healthy way, but this takes time and effort.
However, they are genuinely harming the people who are trusting them here. It is like breaking a contract. They didn't sign up for this, so I won't feel bad when they figure this out and dump him/her.
OP needs to find partners who are willing to do this, which would be someone similar to cuckhold of some variety. However, the priority needs to be focused on health here, as well as finding roleplay methods that allow OP to feel good without causing actual damage. This will take time and they will likely have to find a group of safe partners.
Ol argedco luciftias wrote: This indicates that you are a very low quality person, and you have been doing permanent damage to your soul. You have been destroying your pair-bonding mechanism which makes it nearly impossible for you to ever have a happy and fulfilling relationship, and this damage may be deep enough to affect you for multiple generations. Basically your desire to be with many people ensures that you will actually be alone. And I don't expect any of these people to actually respect you, at least not if they know the truth.
after your evolution in self-control regarding expression in comments, i can't disagree with you :shock:
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