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Blitzkreig wrote:

sahasraraBliss666 wrote:

I noticed something with I feel like food isn't being digested because I just slightly burped inside, and it felt like food came to my throat.

Will see how the stool would be , in the morning.

:'(

This could be from the meds or from something you ate, although I think the meds are more likely. However, did you always take the meds in this manner, or just now?

Sometimes the meds can upset the digestion a little if they are taken in large doses or on an empty stomach. Take them in the morning half of the day when the digestion is stronger. You can also drink tea for digestion, such as ginger or spearmint teas. I drink such teas regularly. You can also massage the your torso to aid the digestion a bit, especially if it feels blocked or something.

Nausea and food coming up indicates the stomach qi is not descending as well as it should. This is just a minor imbalance, but it also shouldn't happen regularly. Start by spacing the meds a bit and take them before meals if you can. The other foods from the meal should balance the stomach and keep it from getting too upset.

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Is the weakness you feel more on the front of the body or the back of the body? Hard to say what this is from. Do you have other symptoms as well, such as low willpower or irritation? Other symptoms can be back pain, knee pain, nerve sensitivity, sensitivity of the gums, hollow ache in the head.

If it was masturbation related, these symptoms would be felt in the hours afterwards. A 3-5 day interval should be plenty of time to where it should not be a problem. Going months on end is not feasible and not healthy to restrict it that much. If you want, you could try 7 days, although you may feel very horny by the end of it.

Below are some symptoms and the foods associated with healing them:

Yes, Low will power and irritation. The pain is now is in the left kidney at the bottom where the stone is.. idk if it's out of the kidney, I don't know how big in length is a kidney. Maybe it's out of the kidney, in urectus whatever it is, that's why it is now aching mildly??? Because that last stone gave intolerable pain in that urectus area it was stuck there, lots of water helped it move down and flushed it out of the urine the very next day after pain. Because I had drunk way too much water that day , it's been month now since then. The other 3mm stone was in the lower pole of kidney. I think it is now moved out of the kidney so that's why it is aching.

But it is aching inside at the very bottom not exactly on the front. A day before that stone was flushed out next morning, I had a mild pain on the front at the bottom. But this is slightly to the left and kind of inside at the bottom. Maybe it's still in the kidney? It is aching because it is moving?

I thought the medication would help flush out or dissolve the stone , that's why I took it. But.....

Everyone says that the medicines degrade the kidney function. I'm worried :'(. I took that Neeri tablet for one month but I have skipped some days. Before taking medication I wasn't feeling this kind of weakness/low willpower in the kidneys.

WHAT TO DO NOW ! I wasn't going to take this medication but herbal only... But you said Neeri is fine...

Last night I wasnt feeling any pain but felt so weak, low willpower, nausea, uncomfortable, yeah very mild sharp ache in the left knee and leg I feel ,

I masturbated more than once at a time. 2-3 times. Two days ago.

And last night I went to bed at 12am, I'm sleeping late, maybe that's why i felt very very weak in the kidney...

Right now it's late evening, and I think I'm not feeling now like last night. But maybe I think, very mild feeling of weakness which I've not felt before since I started medication.

Can the stone create infection in the kidney? Maybe that's why the doctor also gave the anti biotic, I didn't take it, took only few times.

sahasraraBliss666 wrote:

Yes, Low will power and irritation. The pain is now is in the left kidney at the bottom where the stone is.. idk if it's out of the kidney, I don't know how big in length is a kidney. Maybe it's out of the kidney, in urectus whatever it is, that's why it is now aching mildly??? Because that last stone gave intolerable pain in that urectus area it was stuck there, lots of water helped it move down and flushed it out of the urine the very next day after pain. Because I had drunk way too much water that day , it's been month now since then. The other 3mm stone was in the lower pole of kidney. I think it is now moved out of the kidney so that's why it is aching.

But it is aching inside at the very bottom not exactly on the front. A day before that stone was flushed out next morning, I had a mild pain on the front at the bottom. But this is slightly to the left and kind of inside at the bottom. Maybe it's still in the kidney? It is aching because it is moving?

I thought the medication would help flush out or dissolve the stone , that's why I took it. But.....

Everyone says that the medicines degrade the kidney function. I'm worried :'(. I took that Neeri tablet for one month but I have skipped some days. Before taking medication I wasn't feeling this kind of weakness/low willpower in the kidneys.

WHAT TO DO NOW ! I wasn't going to take this medication but herbal only... But you said Neeri is fine...

Last night I wasnt feeling any pain but felt so weak, low willpower, nausea, uncomfortable, yeah very mild sharp ache in the left knee and leg I feel ,

If you suspect the stone is starting to move out, or if you think it is stuck somewhere, you should up your water intake and try to flush it. I think that is a good sign if it is moving, because maybe that means it is smaller than before and able to move into more areas. The area you describe could either be the ureter or lower kidneys, but hopefully it is out of kidneys.

All the medications, herbal and Neeri and lemon juice, help to dissolve the stone over time. I don't think one month on the Neeri tablet would cause significant damage, but if you think it might be starting to hurt, you should tell your doctor you want to just try the herbal treatments alone.

The stones can create infections if they get stuck somewhere and prevent the movement of urine. The kidney yoga will help this. Signs of infection would be a burning pain while urinating, as well as stinky urine. Also the pain in the organs would be a lot more than just a dull ache.

I think you should see what the results of the stone test are and judge what to do from there. That would tell you whether it is shrinking or not.

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All the reasons you listed above can weaken the kidneys, such as the late sleep, excess masturbation, the stone bumping into stuff, etc. If I had to guess, I think the masturbating multiple times in one day put a strain on the kidneys which imbalanced you a bit. The kidney yang is also responsible for aiding digestion, so maybe that is why you felt nausea and upset stomach. You said it is getting better now, so that is good. It just sounds like a minor upset, but nothing that is permanent.

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The noises you hear can be from stagnation or movement of liquids. If it doesn't hurt, I wouldn't be super concerned. You can try the yoga poses or general exercise to get the blood and whatever liquids moving.

The kidney yoga alone will boost the kidneys and prevent stagnation. Exercise will always help things and should be done as well. You should think of the kidney energy like a scale, where some things will take from it, and some things will boost it. You want to tip the scale with enough good things so it is gaining more energy than it is losing.

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If you want to speed up the healing, I would suggest adding the Tibetan 5 Rites programExternal ↗ to your routine. It is a very short (5-10 min) yoga that is yang in nature. It will be good for you especially, because it sounds like your body is more prone to yang imbalance than yin, but it will help the yin indirectly as well. This is a good yang-style yoga that HPS Pythia has said is good, as well.

The routine is 5 exercises that you start by doing 3 reps of each for 1 week, then you add 2 reps the next week, until you get to 21. The poses boost the whole body, such as the lungs/throat, digestion, and the last exercise works right on the kidneys. In my own experience, I have felt it give an energy boost to the kidneys, similar to what one would experience with holding an acupressure point.

I do this right when I wake up, then I do aura cleaning afterwards. Also, I don't know what you are doing with regular meditations, but you should do them if you stopped. I know your health and willpower was hurt, so it was probably hard to do them, but when you feel better you should do some basic things, such as clean the aura, spin the chakras a little, and inhale some energy.

This will boost the body significantly and provide more energy for healing. It will also make you feel better and happier, in general.

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Lastly, I would recommend a simple acupressure point to hold for about 5 minutes. You should also hold this point when you feel symptoms of irritation, low willpower, etc, as I have felt relief from those symptoms with this point. See the image below.

sahasraraBliss666 wrote:

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By the way, the moon has now entered virgo (depending on time zone), so it is a good time for healing workings.

Blitzkreig wrote:

sahasraraBliss666 wrote:

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By the way, the moon has now entered virgo (depending on time zone), so it is a good time for healing workings.

Can I do it tomorrow on Tuesday? I missed it today. Good or start it on Tuesday???

Blitzkreig wrote:

sahasraraBliss666 wrote:

Yes, Low will power and irritation. The pain is now is in the left kidney at the bottom where the stone is.. idk if it's out of the kidney, I don't know how big in length is a kidney. Maybe it's out of the kidney, in urectus whatever it is, that's why it is now aching mildly??? Because that last stone gave intolerable pain in that urectus area it was stuck there, lots of water helped it move down and flushed it out of the urine the very next day after pain. Because I had drunk way too much water that day , it's been month now since then. The other 3mm stone was in the lower pole of kidney. I think it is now moved out of the kidney so that's why it is aching.

But it is aching inside at the very bottom not exactly on the front. A day before that stone was flushed out next morning, I had a mild pain on the front at the bottom. But this is slightly to the left and kind of inside at the bottom. Maybe it's still in the kidney? It is aching because it is moving?

I thought the medication would help flush out or dissolve the stone , that's why I took it. But.....

Everyone says that the medicines degrade the kidney function. I'm worried :'(. I took that Neeri tablet for one month but I have skipped some days. Before taking medication I wasn't feeling this kind of weakness/low willpower in the kidneys.

WHAT TO DO NOW ! I wasn't going to take this medication but herbal only... But you said Neeri is fine...

Last night I wasnt feeling any pain but felt so weak, low willpower, nausea, uncomfortable, yeah very mild sharp ache in the left knee and leg I feel ,

If you suspect the stone is starting to move out, or if you think it is stuck somewhere, you should up your water intake and try to flush it. I think that is a good sign if it is moving, because maybe that means it is smaller than before and able to move into more areas. The area you describe could either be the ureter or lower kidneys, but hopefully it is out of kidneys.

All the medications, herbal and Neeri and lemon juice, help to dissolve the stone over time. I don't think one month on the Neeri tablet would cause significant damage, but if you think it might be starting to hurt, you should tell your doctor you want to just try the herbal treatments alone.

The stones can create infections if they get stuck somewhere and prevent the movement of urine. The kidney yoga will help this. Signs of infection would be a burning pain while urinating, as well as stinky urine. Also the pain in the organs would be a lot more than just a dull ache.

I think you should see what the results of the stone test are and judge what to do from there. That would tell you whether it is shrinking or not.

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All the reasons you listed above can weaken the kidneys, such as the late sleep, excess masturbation, the stone bumping into stuff, etc. If I had to guess, I think the masturbating multiple times in one day put a strain on the kidneys which imbalanced you a bit. The kidney yang is also responsible for aiding digestion, so maybe that is why you felt nausea and upset stomach. You said it is getting better now, so that is good. It just sounds like a minor upset, but nothing that is permanent.

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The noises you hear can be from stagnation or movement of liquids. If it doesn't hurt, I wouldn't be super concerned. You can try the yoga poses or general exercise to get the blood and whatever liquids moving.

The kidney yoga alone will boost the kidneys and prevent stagnation. Exercise will always help things and should be done as well. You should think of the kidney energy like a scale, where some things will take from it, and some things will boost it. You want to tip the scale with enough good things so it is gaining more energy than it is losing.

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If you want to speed up the healing, I would suggest adding the Tibetan 5 Rites programExternal ↗ to your routine. It is a very short (5-10 min) yoga that is yang in nature. It will be good for you especially, because it sounds like your body is more prone to yang imbalance than yin, but it will help the yin indirectly as well. This is a good yang-style yoga that HPS Pythia has said is good, as well.

The routine is 5 exercises that you start by doing 3 reps of each for 1 week, then you add 2 reps the next week, until you get to 21. The poses boost the whole body, such as the lungs/throat, digestion, and the last exercise works right on the kidneys. In my own experience, I have felt it give an energy boost to the kidneys, similar to what one would experience with holding an acupressure point.

I do this right when I wake up, then I do aura cleaning afterwards. Also, I don't know what you are doing with regular meditations, but you should do them if you stopped. I know your health and willpower was hurt, so it was probably hard to do them, but when you feel better you should do some basic things, such as clean the aura, spin the chakras a little, and inhale some energy.

This will boost the body significantly and provide more energy for healing. It will also make you feel better and happier, in general.

---------------------------------------------

Lastly, I would recommend a simple acupressure point to hold for about 5 minutes. You should also hold this point when you feel symptoms of irritation, low willpower, etc, as I have felt relief from those symptoms with this point. See the image below.

Yes, I've been feeling mildly burning pain while urinating but only once or twice in the evening only. Weird. So it is starting to create infection???

Yeah it hurts mildly at night. Sometimes in day.
Today morning after breakfast I was kind of feeling the same weakness,low willpower, felt weakened in the kidneys area... Then I walked and walked.. it helped maybe.

So burning pain means it is creating infection???
It feels burning when I'm about to finish urinating. Right now I'm sitting and I think I feel little very slight burning sensation in the urine area in penis.

And, today I was feeling mild ache in the area between testicles and rectum/anus.. it is prostrate gland? I think it felt like it was enlarged...hmmm...

I should go see the doctor tomorrow again. It's been 3-4 days or a week since I stopped taking the prescribed medication.

Herbal medicine cannot act as an antibiotic I think or can it????

I have not been doing any kind of power meditation. Skipping kidney yoga too for days.

I'm afraid the prescribed medication will affect the kidneys negatively....

sahasraraBliss666 wrote:

Blitzkreig wrote:

sahasraraBliss666 wrote:

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By the way, the moon has now entered virgo (depending on time zone), so it is a good time for healing workings.

Can I do it tomorrow on Tuesday? I missed it today. Good or start it on Tuesday???

You can start it Tuesday, but only earlier in the day. You should check the Void of Course moon for your area and make sure it is not void beforehand. Even if you miss it, I would just start it anyway. Do something small that you can do every day. Doing 20x of SaTaNaMa while putting one breath in each syllable and going slow will take about 20 or 25 minutes.

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If it is burning, it can possibly be an infection. That is one symptom. Burning pain is different from aching and would indicate more of an infection. Other symptoms include cramping or pain in the bladder and urges to urinate, urethral pain, dark/bloody urine, etc.

There are herbal medicines to aid antibiotics, however the medicines you are taking are not those.

Read this article on urinary infectionExternal ↗ for some natural remedies. One of them is D-mannose: didn't you list off D-mannose in one of the prescriptions you had? That would be good to take to prevent infection. Also, drinking lots of water will help.

I would take the medicines you need to take until the stone is gone. Once the stone is gone, then the risk of infection will be very small. Also, the kidneys will heal a lot quicker. Even if the medicines do a little damage now, it is all capable of healing later. Don't think it is permanent, especially with Zevism.

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Don't worry if you skipped, but you should restart all those things because they will make you feel better and everything will start healing much quicker.

Be careful in the future with masturbating too much or multiple times in one session because you can see how it can drain your body pretty badly. Give it a couple more days and you should start feeling better again. Once your willpower is back, then you can start adding some of these other exercises and meditations again.

Check the status of the stone if you can. Just to repeat, don't worry about any minor damage caused by the medicines. I would just do what you need to do to remove the stone, then everything will heal and your health will stabilize.

Blitzkreig wrote:

sahasraraBliss666 wrote:

Blitzkreig wrote:

By the way, the moon has now entered virgo (depending on time zone), so it is a good time for healing workings.

Can I do it tomorrow on Tuesday? I missed it today. Good or start it on Tuesday???

You can start it Tuesday, but only earlier in the day. You should check the Void of Course moon for your area and make sure it is not void beforehand. Even if you miss it, I would just start it anyway. Do something small that you can do every day. Doing 20x of SaTaNaMa while putting one breath in each syllable and going slow will take about 20 or 25 minutes.

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If it is burning, it can possibly be an infection. That is one symptom. Burning pain is different from aching and would indicate more of an infection. Other symptoms include cramping or pain in the bladder and urges to urinate, urethral pain, dark/bloody urine, etc.

There are herbal medicines to aid antibiotics, however the medicines you are taking are not those.

Read this article on urinary infectionExternal ↗ for some natural remedies. One of them is D-mannose: didn't you list off D-mannose in one of the prescriptions you had? That would be good to take to prevent infection. Also, drinking lots of water will help.

I would take the medicines you need to take until the stone is gone. Once the stone is gone, then the risk of infection will be very small. Also, the kidneys will heal a lot quicker. Even if the medicines do a little damage now, it is all capable of healing later. Don't think it is permanent, especially with Zevism.

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Don't worry if you skipped, but you should restart all those things because they will make you feel better and everything will start healing much quicker.

Be careful in the future with masturbating too much or multiple times in one session because you can see how it can drain your body pretty badly. Give it a couple more days and you should start feeling better again. Once your willpower is back, then you can start adding some of these other exercises and meditations again.

Check the status of the stone if you can. Just to repeat, don't worry about any minor damage caused by the medicines. I would just do what you need to do to remove the stone, then everything will heal and your health will stabilize.

I started sun square yesterday on Tuesday but at the hour of Venus at 2pm. Does it matter??
I do it indoors in my room.

Now Im going to do it, it's night time. Good ??

I couldn't get the ultrasound... I'm goin tomorrow for it then visit doctor with the report.

Last night masturbated after 3-4 days I think. Then after a while oh I felt that same weakness in the kidney...low willpower for like 5-10 mins... Then slept.

I've been pressured to get married, a marriage proposal we have. But I'm going to reject it. Then idk what my future will be. I live in a country that thrives on family and traditions.

I don't feel like getting married but if I don't get married within next one year, it will be hard for me to get married then.

I want it and I don't want it.
I want it if it's a Satanic girl but then I have even more other conditions which I think will not be met.

But even if I manage to attract a Zevist girl, which I don't believe I will get one, then I think I'll be ready. But then again I think about the ritual I had done, monogamous relationship.

On succubus thread, I was told by fancymancy that the enemy can manipulate even in your dream with positive experiences too.

Then some weeks ago, I was half asleep , had just woken up in the morning, I had a thought in my mind "Get married" in my own language. It felt different if I remember...I didn't hear a voice but it was a thought. Maybe I was thinking about this matter in the night to get married or not to and then next day upon waking up I had this thought repeated.

My brain was half asleep when I got this thought. Maybe it's just my own mind.

Knowing my own nature in a monogamous relationship, I'm so strict in this case, so jealous, I think the succubus could be the same way, no?

So this discourages me to even start a working to attract a Zevist girl if possible without any strong intention and belief , desire.

It is giving me alot of stress and I'm stuck, not moving forward.

sahasraraBliss666 wrote:

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I started sun square yesterday on Tuesday but at the hour of Venus at 2pm. Does it matter??
I do it indoors in my room.

Now Im going to do it, it's night time. Good ??

If you started it during a non-VOC time, then it should be fine. I am unsure for your timezone when exactly this is, but for me, 2pm Tuesday was not during a void moon. You should reference the Satanic calender, found here.Full site ↗

Last night masturbated after 3-4 days I think. Then after a while oh I felt that same weakness in the kidney...low willpower for like 5-10 mins... Then slept.

Yeah that is ok. As long as the effect on the kidneys didn't feel as bad as last time, then it means the kidneys are stronger than before, even if they feel a little weak. 3-4 days is enough time to recharge without overtaxing the kidneys. In time, you shouldn't feel any symptoms from it, as long as you keep the schedule. Once you start drastically increasing your bioenergy with other meditations and yoga, this can be shortened in frequency even further, but for now, stick to something that you know is safe, which is about 3 days.

I've been pressured to get married, a marriage proposal we have. But I'm going to reject it. Then idk what my future will be. I live in a country that thrives on family and traditions.

I don't feel like getting married but if I don't get married within next one year, it will be hard for me to get married then.

Why would it be hard to get married after a year? Is this based on your age? Remember that as you grow with your meditations, you will transform yourself into a higher value human being. I think this will keep your marriage prospects high, so I wouldn't worry too much about this 1 year time span. 1 year of time spent advancing will put you in the top quarter of men alone, let alone 3 years, or 5 years, and so on.

I want it if it's a Satanic girl but then I have even more other conditions which I think will not be met.

I think the girl being open to Zevism is really the main condition that needs to be met, because with Zevism, the girl can change anything about herself that needs to be changed. Henu the Great, here on the forums, was talking about how he was increasing his masculinity with a Mars mantra. A girl could also do a working to increase her femininity. There are many other examples of how spirituality can transform one's life, but the prerequisite for all of this Zevism. This is why it should be the main condition pursued.

You can do a working to attract a girl open to Zevism and compatible to you astrologically. I think it will be hard to find a girl that is actually already Satanic, let alone TOZ-Satanic, but if you tune the working to find a girl most open to Zevism, then it should be pretty easy to convince her.

But then again I think about the ritual I had done, monogamous relationship.

Yeah, this can be a problem. If you did the working for a monogamous succubus relationship, then that is what you have gotten. If you also desire a human wife, then you will need to clear this up with Satan as soon as you can. Don't feel bad about asking him, because this is out of your control if you are not open. It would be very hard to communicate with the succubus.

On succubus thread, I was told by fancymancy that the enemy can manipulate even in your dream with positive experiences too.

Then some weeks ago, I was half asleep , had just woken up in the morning, I had a thought in my mind "Get married" in my own language. It felt different if I remember...I didn't hear a voice but it was a thought. Maybe I was thinking about this matter in the night to get married or not to and then next day upon waking up I had this thought repeated.

My brain was half asleep when I got this thought. Maybe it's just my own mind.

It is hard to say, unfortunately. The enemy likes to attack where you are weakest, so maybe this was not the case, unless you think your weak point is your marriage status. It may or may not have been a sign or your own mind. Just be open to anything else.

Knowing my own nature in a monogamous relationship, I'm so strict in this case, so jealous, I think the succubus could be the same way, no?
So this discourages me to even start a working to attract a Zevism girl if possible without any strong intention and belief , desire.
It is giving me alot of stress and I'm stuck, not moving forward.

If the succubus expects a monogamous relationship, then that is what they would want, and they may prevent you from finding a human partner. However, this relationship can also be broken off if you wish to pursue a human wife.

Don't be stressed, because this situation has a solution, and that is to clear this up with Satan so he can communicate your intentions to the succubus on your behalf. From there you will be able to attract a human Zevism girl in good faith.

Neither the succubus, nor Satan, wants this sort of stress or blockage for you, especially if it derails your life and your power meditation. You have to clearly communicate your intentions to them to resolve this, though, just like you would communicate anything with your human wife.

Blitzkreig wrote:

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Got ultrasound report. The stone is now 3.5mm. It was 3mm in the beginning of November. The allopathy medicine didn't fucking help at all in dissolving it
I feel like visiting the doctor and slap his motherfucking greedy stupid face.

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Does vitamin C deficiency can cause stone in kidney?
Can the deficiency be seen in blood test? If yes I'd go for it tomorrow.
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Can sitting for hours or just sedentary lifestyle create stone? Yes??

I did move my body but not much.
I drank very little milk and ate some home made butter in last two days. But in small amount. Can it cause the stone?

Stone is probably made of calcium.

I feel so frustrated, disappointed and hopeless. Wasted one month.

What's the CAUSE.....

Blitzkreig wrote:

sahasraraBliss666 wrote:

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I started sun square yesterday on Tuesday but at the hour of Venus at 2pm. Does it matter??
I do it indoors in my room.

Now Im going to do it, it's night time. Good ??

If you started it during a non-VOC time, then it should be fine. I am unsure for your timezone when exactly this is, but for me, 2pm Tuesday was not during a void moon. You should reference the Satanic calender, found here.Full site ↗

Last night masturbated after 3-4 days I think. Then after a while oh I felt that same weakness in the kidney...low willpower for like 5-10 mins... Then slept.

Yeah that is ok. As long as the effect on the kidneys didn't feel as bad as last time, then it means the kidneys are stronger than before, even if they feel a little weak. 3-4 days is enough time to recharge without overtaxing the kidneys. In time, you shouldn't feel any symptoms from it, as long as you keep the schedule. Once you start drastically increasing your bioenergy with other meditations and yoga, this can be shortened in frequency even further, but for now, stick to something that you know is safe, which is about 3 days.

I've been pressured to get married, a marriage proposal we have. But I'm going to reject it. Then idk what my future will be. I live in a country that thrives on family and traditions.

I don't feel like getting married but if I don't get married within next one year, it will be hard for me to get married then.

Why would it be hard to get married after a year? Is this based on your age? Remember that as you grow with your meditations, you will transform yourself into a higher value human being. I think this will keep your marriage prospects high, so I wouldn't worry too much about this 1 year time span. 1 year of time spent advancing will put you in the top quarter of men alone, let alone 3 years, or 5 years, and so on.

I want it if it's a Satanic girl but then I have even more other conditions which I think will not be met.

I think the girl being open to Zevism is really the main condition that needs to be met, because with Zevism, the girl can change anything about herself that needs to be changed. Henu the Great, here on the forums, was talking about how he was increasing his masculinity with a Mars mantra. A girl could also do a working to increase her femininity. There are many other examples of how spirituality can transform one's life, but the prerequisite for all of this Zevism. This is why it should be the main condition pursued.

You can do a working to attract a girl open to Zevism and compatible to you astrologically. I think it will be hard to find a girl that is actually already Satanic, let alone TOZ-Satanic, but if you tune the working to find a girl most open to Zevism, then it should be pretty easy to convince her.

But then again I think about the ritual I had done, monogamous relationship.

Yeah, this can be a problem. If you did the working for a monogamous succubus relationship, then that is what you have gotten. If you also desire a human wife, then you will need to clear this up with Satan as soon as you can. Don't feel bad about asking him, because this is out of your control if you are not open. It would be very hard to communicate with the succubus.

On succubus thread, I was told by fancymancy that the enemy can manipulate even in your dream with positive experiences too.

Then some weeks ago, I was half asleep , had just woken up in the morning, I had a thought in my mind "Get married" in my own language. It felt different if I remember...I didn't hear a voice but it was a thought. Maybe I was thinking about this matter in the night to get married or not to and then next day upon waking up I had this thought repeated.

My brain was half asleep when I got this thought. Maybe it's just my own mind.

It is hard to say, unfortunately. The enemy likes to attack where you are weakest, so maybe this was not the case, unless you think your weak point is your marriage status. It may or may not have been a sign or your own mind. Just be open to anything else.

Knowing my own nature in a monogamous relationship, I'm so strict in this case, so jealous, I think the succubus could be the same way, no?
So this discourages me to even start a working to attract a Zevism girl if possible without any strong intention and belief , desire.
It is giving me alot of stress and I'm stuck, not moving forward.

If the succubus expects a monogamous relationship, then that is what they would want, and they may prevent you from finding a human partner. However, this relationship can also be broken off if you wish to pursue a human wife.

Don't be stressed, because this situation has a solution, and that is to clear this up with Satan so he can communicate your intentions to the succubus on your behalf. From there you will be able to attract a human Zevism girl in good faith.

Neither the succubus, nor Satan, wants this sort of stress or blockage for you, especially if it derails your life and your power meditation. You have to clearly communicate your intentions to them to resolve this, though, just like you would communicate anything with your human wife.

In my country, atleast in my region, there is a certain age to get married. After that age, the value of the individual decreases as he/she ages. I don't think I should reveal my age here, but I think it's not dangerous to reveal..it's just an age.

I'll tell it after some time.

Ya. No.void moon.

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No no no, I don't have time to help someone if she is open. This is VERY RISKY ! I don't wanna take this kind of stupid risk even if it is a wife who is open to the Truth, it is still not safe at all. You never know how things will turn against you. Helping someone in this is risky. Even she/he is your spouse.

I'm sure about one thing, I dont want a human wife. But sometimes you know I miss that physical proximity, doing things...goin out together.... because I only miss these and curious about it because... I have no actual experience with the Succubus if I had one. Not astrally open yet. So that's why.

I'm more comfortable in being with a Demoness Lover now.

A human wife is just a nuance, annoyance. And the man cannot spend time with himself alone or have any time for himself if he has a family. I don't think I want to get tied into these kind of responsibilities. But if I don't marry, I'll lose things, essential material things . Things are different in my society.

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Right now it mildly aches where the stone is. At the bottom , to the far left side.

When I sit leaning forward it starts aching ..just noticed.

Doctor told me that the ultrasound sound report cannot have exactly accuracy.

So it is still 3mm as it was a month ago. I think???

He played a little smart as he noticed I was questioning him and his medicine didn't dissolve the stone at all in any way. He didn't prescribed the neeri tablet this time it alkaline syrup and tablet for treating infection.
Then he told me the calcium made stone are hard which is a fact and if it get flushed out in urine then it's better.

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The stone is still in the lower pole of left kidney.

P.S : there are grammatical mistakes, because I'm lazy as I'm drowsy... Lol..

sahasraraBliss666 wrote:

Blitzkreig wrote:

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Got ultrasound report. The stone is now 3.5mm. It was 3mm in the beginning of November. The allopathy medicine didn't fucking help at all in dissolving it
I feel like visiting the doctor and slap his motherfucking greedy stupid face.

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Does vitamin C deficiency can cause stone in kidney?
Can the deficiency be seen in blood test? If yes I'd go for it tomorrow.
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Can sitting for hours or just sedentary lifestyle create stone? Yes??

I did move my body but not much.
I drank very little milk and ate some home made butter in last two days. But in small amount. Can it cause the stone?

Stone is probably made of calcium.

I feel so frustrated, disappointed and hopeless. Wasted one month.

What's the CAUSE.....

Well this is certainly frustrating. I will have to think about this and do some more research.

I haven't heard anything mentioned about vitamin C deficiency. I would be surprised if you were deficient because you can get a lot from vegetables, not just fruits. If you think you are deficient anyway, you should add more of these food items.

Sitting for hours can promote for it, but this alone wouldn't cause it. Exercise and yoga also would fix this. Most people are sedentary for some part of the day as part of their job anyway, but not all have kidney stones. This means it is just one factor.

Did the doctor say the stone was calcium in origin? Kidney stones can be made up of many different materials, I think I read like 5 or 8 different types. The thing is that you cannot stop eating calcium entirely, and many things besides dairy have calcium in them, such as broccoli. I think the cause is more based on the body not regulating the calcium as well as it should.

I know that Vitamin K2 is responsible for controlling where calcium goes in the body and it is mainly found in grass-fed animal products. If you are deficient in this, maybe that has something to do with it.

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The problem with all these things is that they are all factors involved, but not like 100% causes of kidney stones. This is why some of your time should be spent directly attacking the stone and some should be spent on general means of improving the health of the body. This is to prevent the stone from reforming.

I would take what he prescribes and continue with what he says. I would also do the kidney yoga and take any ayurvedic medicines. You could also get acupuncture done for it if you can find a TCM or ayurvedic clinic nearby. This would allow you to get a second opinion if you are not liking this doctor too much.

How is the sun working programmed? This should help on its own. You could also do 10x satanama targeted directly against the stone. This may take perhaps 15 minutes. You could even do 5x and make it shorter, since all the energy is attacking the stone itself.

Blitzkreig wrote:

sahasraraBliss666 wrote:

Blitzkreig wrote:

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Got ultrasound report. The stone is now 3.5mm. It was 3mm in the beginning of November. The allopathy medicine didn't fucking help at all in dissolving it
I feel like visiting the doctor and slap his motherfucking greedy stupid face.

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Does vitamin C deficiency can cause stone in kidney?
Can the deficiency be seen in blood test? If yes I'd go for it tomorrow.
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Can sitting for hours or just sedentary lifestyle create stone? Yes??

I did move my body but not much.
I drank very little milk and ate some home made butter in last two days. But in small amount. Can it cause the stone?

Stone is probably made of calcium.

I feel so frustrated, disappointed and hopeless. Wasted one month.

What's the CAUSE.....

Well this is certainly frustrating. I will have to think about this and do some more research.

I haven't heard anything mentioned about vitamin C deficiency. I would be surprised if you were deficient because you can get a lot from vegetables, not just fruits. If you think you are deficient anyway, you should add more of these food items.

Sitting for hours can promote for it, but this alone wouldn't cause it. Exercise and yoga also would fix this. Most people are sedentary for some part of the day as part of their job anyway, but not all have kidney stones. This means it is just one factor.

Did the doctor say the stone was calcium in origin? Kidney stones can be made up of many different materials, I think I read like 5 or 8 different types. The thing is that you cannot stop eating calcium entirely, and many things besides dairy have calcium in them, such as broccoli. I think the cause is more based on the body not regulating the calcium as well as it should.

I know that Vitamin K2 is responsible for controlling where calcium goes in the body and it is mainly found in grass-fed animal products. If you are deficient in this, maybe that has something to do with it.

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The problem with all these things is that they are all factors involved, but not like 100% causes of kidney stones. This is why some of your time should be spent directly attacking the stone and some should be spent on general means of improving the health of the body. This is to prevent the stone from reforming.

I would take what he prescribes and continue with what he says. I would also do the kidney yoga and take any ayurvedic medicines. You could also get acupuncture done for it if you can find a TCM or ayurvedic clinic nearby. This would allow you to get a second opinion if you are not liking this doctor too much.

How is the sun working programmed? This should help on its own. You could also do 10x satanama targeted directly against the stone. This may take perhaps 15 minutes. You could even do 5x and make it shorter, since all the energy is attacking the stone itself.

I'm not doing sun working with any strong intention for now but doing it like a daily chore. With affirmations like "I'm healthy...etc" I change it always..."kidneys are healthy- strong working fine properly and the stone is removed naturally through my urine and safely... Affirmations are fucked up.

The stone which was flushed out was sent for analysis and it is mostly made of calcium, phosphate and oxalate, mostly of calcium.

So this stone obviously made of calcium too.

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He prescribed infection medicine and potassium syrup. I told him I was having burning sensation in urine so he prescribed that. But It lasted for two days..

Told me if I get burning sensation again the I should go for urine checkup then.

He told me it's not 3.5, it could be wrong. He cannot and don't believe these tests as these are not entirely accurate, afterall 0.5mm is just too little. Maybe it's still 3mm.

But I want this stone to be flushed out.

Maybe drink alot of water can help move it out of the kidney???

And can it be flushed out through urine, no chance of getting stuck right?? Because it's 3mm.

sahasraraBliss666 wrote:

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In my country, atleast in my region, there is a certain age to get married. After that age, the value of the individual decreases as he/she ages. I don't think I should reveal my age here, but I think it's not dangerous to reveal..it's just an age.

I'll tell it after some time..

You don't have to reveal your age to me. It is probably better not to.
How significant is this old age held against you? Is this something you think you can reduce through your advancement? You can always do a working for a wife.

No no no, I don't have time to help someone if she is open. This is VERY RISKY ! I don't wanna take this kind of stupid risk even if it is a wife who is open to the Truth, it is still not safe at all. You never know how things will turn against you. Helping someone in this is risky. Even she/he is your spouse.

I'm sure about one thing, I dont want a human wife. But sometimes you know I miss that physical proximity, doing things...goin out together.... because I only miss these and curious about it because... I have no actual experience with the Succubus if I had one. Not astrally open yet. So that's why.

I'm more comfortable in being with a Demoness Lover now.

Unfortunately, I think the chance of finding an actual TOZ wife is very low. Not impossible, but you would definitely have to do a big working for it.

You are right to be careful, however if you do a working for someone very open to Zevism, they won't reject it if you proceed slowly in teaching them. You can also follow this up by doing Ritual's at them and other workings. There will always be a risk, but that is why you do a working to find a wife that, if not already TOZ, will become TOZ very easily.

It sounds like you want some aspects of a human wife, but not all of them. I don't know about Succubus monogamous relationships, but I don't know if they would be able to provide that same physical feeling while going out and stuff. They are pretty busy. I don't know though.

Is it possible to get a casual girlfriend? It sounds mean, but you don't have to end up marrying them. They could provide you the closeness while you work on your astral senses.

A human wife is just a nuance, annoyance. And the man cannot spend time with himself alone or have any time for himself if he has a family. I don't think I want to get tied into these kind of responsibilities. But if I don't marry, I'll lose things, essential material things . Things are different in my society.

Yeah, I agree you shouldn't have kids. I also wouldn't want to move in with a girlfriend that would not give me time alone to meditate. Without revealing anything you don't want to, what sort of essential things will you lose? I am assuming maybe family support?

It sounds like your two options are do a working to attract a Zevist human wife and put as much energy as possible into this, or delay marrying as long as possible. You have to figure out what is worth more: the essential things, or the freedom from a human wife.

I think the best option is probably to marry a Zevist wife. This would require delaying marriage as much as you can while doing a big big working. It would not be impossible, but you would want to carry this out as many days as possible to ensure there is enough energy.

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This is part of the reason why you should get back into meditating and some more yoga and stuff. The extra energy in your soul will let you do anything you want, such as heal anything easily or finding perfect love. I am not trying to stress you out, but you should push yourself a little bit, and I think you will find great success.

sahasraraBliss666 wrote:

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I'm not doing sun working with any strong intention for now but doing it like a daily chore. With affirmations like "I'm healthy...etc" I change it always..."kidneys are healthy- strong working fine properly and the stone is removed naturally through my urine and safely... Affirmations are fucked up.

Sorry, I don't understand. You cannot change the affirmations or it changes the working. You should think about 1 good, yet simple affirmation. For example, just focus on the stone getting removed. Make a simple affirmation for this and keep doing it until it gets removed. Combine it with other physical solutions.

He prescribed infection medicine and potassium syrup. I told him I was having burning sensation in urine so he prescribed that. But It lasted for two days..
Told me if I get burning sensation again the I should go for urine checkup then.

So is the burning sensation gone or still occuring? The water will help flush any bacteria as well.

He told me it's not 3.5, it could be wrong. He cannot and don't believe these tests as these are not entirely accurate, afterall 0.5mm is just too little. Maybe it's still 3mm.

Well that isn't good, but it isn't bad either.

Maybe drink alot of water can help move it out of the kidney???
And can it be flushed out through urine, no chance of getting stuck right?? Because it's 3mm.

I am not sure on what sizes will get stuck and which won't. It also varies between people. The water will continually flush the area and prevent it from getting super stuck. If it is small enough it will go right through. The water will also prevent any minerals from sticking to the stone.

Combine with lemon water and other medicines which should eat away at the stone, plus kidney or other yoga to massage the area and strengthen the kidneys, and the stone should be getting smaller.

Combine with a magical working to add extra energy exactly where it needs to go to fix the problem. That is the beauty of spiritual workings is that there is little guessing involved, you just tell the energy what result you want. I find it helps to affirm the energy itself doing the action, instead of just affirming the stone alone is dissolving.

"The energy of the sun is completely and permanently dissolving any kidney stones and safely removing them from my body, in a healthy and positive way for me."

Then, visualize something related to it happening. For example, visualize a stone crumpling into pieces and being flushed and carried down and out of your vision. At this point, you know that you programmed the energy accordingly. You don't have to do any crazy focusing on it, just put a comfortable amount of effort and you can be sure the energy was directed to solve the problem.

Blitzkreig wrote:

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For now I'm skipping what u wrote , though I've read it yesterday.

Skipping because I masturbated more than twice last night.
Then I was sitting and had a little intense sharp pain on left side lower back on a very small area. As if it's pointy and spread in small diameter. I mean it's a needle like sharp pain.

A while ago it was becoming gradually constant but now I'm sitting cross legged with straight back.

It ached even when I was standing straight.

I did cardio jumps for some minutes and then after some time it became more intense than that one time felt ache in the morning I described above.

I'm now fully gonna focus on flushing it out but I'm PANICKED what if tomorrow I woke up with intense sharp pain and what if it today becomes constant.... Oh no. Help me someone.

This is the first time I experienced this lower back ache...on left side.

Did the stone get lodged or it moved and changed position????

I haven't been feeling it on the front at the bottom of kidney... Since yesterday I think.

So it changed position and got lodged and that's why this left side lower intense ache???

What to do.... I don't know what to say. I'm not relaxed. It makes me panicked.

sahasraraBliss666 wrote:

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Skipping because I masturbated more than twice last night.
Then I was sitting and had a little intense sharp pain on left side lower back on a very small area. As if it's pointy and spread in small diameter. I mean it's a needle like sharp pain.

More than twice lol?
Sharp pain in a small area sounds more like a stone than it does general kidney deficiency (which would be a more spread out ache). Is that the same kidney that has the stone? If it is, I would bet that the stone is pushing against something, or maybe it bumped and scraped something.

A while ago it was becoming gradually constant but now I'm sitting cross legged with straight back.
It ached even when I was standing straight.
I did cardio jumps for some minutes and then after some time it became more intense than that one time felt ache in the morning I described above.

Usually in the hours and day or two after masturbation, if the kidneys are weakened, you will feel symptoms. Some of this general ache, especially still occurring after exercise, could be due to the kidneys being weakened.

I'm now fully gonna focus on flushing it out but I'm PANICKED what if tomorrow I woke up with intense sharp pain and what if it today becomes constant.... Oh no. Help me someone.

Even if it gets stuck, you still have the antibiotic meds to prevent infection. There are also two sides for the urine to get out, not just one.
If you put a heavy load on the kidneys through 3 times masturbation, I expect it to be a dull ache along with other symptoms around the body. The stabbing pain is something different and sounds more like the stone.

The kidney yoga will not only boost the kidney energy, but will move the stone around and perhaps break it up a little. Any other meds you were prescribed, plus lemon water will also help break up the kidney stone. These tools should continually wear away at it.

This is the first time I experienced this lower back ache...on left side.
Did the stone get lodged or it moved and changed position????

I am a little interested that you said this is the first time on the left side. Was the stone always on the left kidney, or right? It would not move between kidneys.

It sounds like it moved a little, based on the sharp pain.

I haven't been feeling it on the front at the bottom of kidney... Since yesterday I think.
So it changed position and got lodged and that's why this left side lower intense ache???

An intense, dull ache sounds more like energy deficiency, however a sharper or smaller pain sounds more like the stone. Yeah it could've certainly changed position. I don't know whether it is actually lodged or whether it just scraped something.

How is your ability to urinate? Does it hurt or anything? That would tell you if is lodged in the ureter or not.

What to do.... I don't know what to say. I'm not relaxed. It makes me panicked.

Continual flushing will prevent anything bad from happening. The biggest concern with the stone is just blocking urine and causing an infection. Flushing with water keeps the urine from building up too much. It also prevents the stone from building up, and may even break it down.

Lemon water or other acidic drinks can also break up the stone over time. Kidney yoga will also move the stone and keep the kidneys and bladder healthy.

It may be a little hard to distinguish between the damage or symptoms from the stone itself versus the intense load from masturbation. I expect it to ache a bit, but I wouldn't expect any more sharp needle pains. If you feel needle pains, you should try flushing with water and moving around. This should move the stone a bit if it is stuck and causing pain.

Otherwise, you should rely on lemon water, yoga, and other medicines to continually erode the stone.

Blitzkreig wrote:

sahasraraBliss666 wrote:

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Skipping because I masturbated more than twice last night.
Then I was sitting and had a little intense sharp pain on left side lower back on a very small area. As if it's pointy and spread in small diameter. I mean it's a needle like sharp pain.

More than twice lol?
Sharp pain in a small area sounds more like a stone than it does general kidney deficiency (which would be a more spread out ache). Is that the same kidney that has the stone? If it is, I would bet that the stone is pushing against something, or maybe it bumped and scraped something.

A while ago it was becoming gradually constant but now I'm sitting cross legged with straight back.
It ached even when I was standing straight.
I did cardio jumps for some minutes and then after some time it became more intense than that one time felt ache in the morning I described above.

Usually in the hours and day or two after masturbation, if the kidneys are weakened, you will feel symptoms. Some of this general ache, especially still occurring after exercise, could be due to the kidneys being weakened.

I'm now fully gonna focus on flushing it out but I'm PANICKED what if tomorrow I woke up with intense sharp pain and what if it today becomes constant.... Oh no. Help me someone.

Even if it gets stuck, you still have the antibiotic meds to prevent infection. There are also two sides for the urine to get out, not just one.
If you put a heavy load on the kidneys through 3 times masturbation, I expect it to be a dull ache along with other symptoms around the body. The stabbing pain is something different and sounds more like the stone.

The kidney yoga will not only boost the kidney energy, but will move the stone around and perhaps break it up a little. Any other meds you were prescribed, plus lemon water will also help break up the kidney stone. These tools should continually wear away at it.

This is the first time I experienced this lower back ache...on left side.
Did the stone get lodged or it moved and changed position????

I am a little interested that you said this is the first time on the left side. Was the stone always on the left kidney, or right? It would not move between kidneys.

It sounds like it moved a little, based on the sharp pain.

I haven't been feeling it on the front at the bottom of kidney... Since yesterday I think.
So it changed position and got lodged and that's why this left side lower intense ache???

An intense, dull ache sounds more like energy deficiency, however a sharper or smaller pain sounds more like the stone. Yeah it could've certainly changed position. I don't know whether it is actually lodged or whether it just scraped something.

How is your ability to urinate? Does it hurt or anything? That would tell you if is lodged in the ureter or not.

What to do.... I don't know what to say. I'm not relaxed. It makes me panicked.

Continual flushing will prevent anything bad from happening. The biggest concern with the stone is just blocking urine and causing an infection. Flushing with water keeps the urine from building up too much. It also prevents the stone from building up, and may even break it down.

Lemon water or other acidic drinks can also break up the stone over time. Kidney yoga will also move the stone and keep the kidneys and bladder healthy.

It may be a little hard to distinguish between the damage or symptoms from the stone itself versus the intense load from masturbation. I expect it to ache a bit, but I wouldn't expect any more sharp needle pains. If you feel needle pains, you should try flushing with water and moving around. This should move the stone a bit if it is stuck and causing pain.

Otherwise, you should rely on lemon water, yoga, and other medicines to continually erode the stone.

I've read your previous reply. I'll use that affirmation.
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It happened a day before yesterday. Yesterday it ached only in the late evening. Today it didn't ache at all at the lower back.

The pain position :
It was on left side lower back, spreading out in small diameter but needle like pain in thr center.

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Position of kidney stone : stone is in the left kidney. Pain was also on the left side lower back.

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My visit to the doctor that same day :

I told him about the pain, he suggested to get my urine check. Nothing came out in the result. No infection and no bleeding. That time my urine was water like, CLEAR. Because I had drunk water before urine.
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Masturbation :
Yes, did it maybe thrice.

Yeah I was feeling that weakness feeling in the kidney a day after. But it was very mild.

Can masturbating also move the stone? Because after masturbating in the night, the next morning it ached first time in the left lower back where the stone is. Left kidney.
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Exercise : Cardio jumping exercises

Are these jumping exercises safe to do to move the stone? If it moves it will pain no??

Can I do jogging? But moving the stone will cause pain, no???
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Right kidney :. I was feeling very slight ache on right kidney, I was worried if a stone was also started forming in the right kidney. But it was like, twice thrice times ache, came and gone. Very slight. Dull ache type.

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I was skipping, lemon water.
I need to stay out at class from 9-6pm but I'm thinking to stay home for one more month. But what if the stone still doesn't flush out after a month too?.. time will be wasted. I'm stuck at home because of this issue. :(

sahasraraBliss666 wrote:

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Also don't forget the Kidney-3 acupoint listed above. This point is the source point of the kidneys and heals both yin and yang. Pushing this with medium pressure for 5 or 10 minutes should give relief from symptoms, especially in the time after excessive masturbation or other kidney stresses. It should also bring mental relief since you know that the kidneys are immediately gaining healing energy and the situation is improving, not worsening.

Also, the 6th rite of the Tibetan "5" Rites is the uddiyana banda. You can use this to move sexual energy up into the rest of the body. You can use this to relieve pent up sexual energy for some time. I also found that improves the mood for a bit, but this may be placebo.

I'm giving up now because since today morning ive this mild burning and ache sensation in the right kidney. I think his supplement tablet that contained vitamin C fucking this did. It is kind of a discomfort feeling too in the right kidney.

Fucking stupid doctors.

I took it once a day for three days

Then I read that supplementary vitamin C will cause kidney stone (though it was 40mg in one tablet)
It converts into oxalate,

But dietary vitamin C won't do such thing.

I can't go for ultrasound test until 30.

Left kidney ached till last night but now it isn't aching wtf. Maybe it did ache once.

I urinated and the after it , it ached in the right kidney.

I haven't even taking dietary calcium and now I read that dietary calcium helps prevent kidney stones.

My time is being wasted. Im staying home idly...wasting time, thinking about this, drinking water, coconut water, orange juice, sometimes lemon

Magick working isn't helping at all.

I'm just stressed and hopeless now.