I don't have that pain on right side but I didn't drink enough water since two days and I was having ache in the left side so I took the meds and drank water now and the ache eased a little.
Antibiotics maybe because my urine had infection that day firstly, had unbearable pain in the front of left side , then he told us to get ultrasound report next day, that's when we got know about the stones.
The fear I mean... uncontrollable mind, I start imagining out if fear "what if, what if, then..." I'm and I was paranoid. I get paranoid when it is about my health. Then I involuntarily imagine the worse things about health. No sane mind would do this to itself. Maybe because I have no social contact that's why I get trapped into these negative self destructive out of control involuntary imagination and imagination creates reality :(
That is good the pain is better, and it should continue to get better. If it worsens, then just revisit what you did and think if anything could have influenced it.
I am curious, do you mainly get anxious just about health? It does sound like you are a little unhappy about both health and height/relationships, so it could be generalized frustration, but I am curious if perhaps you have any astrological placements that would signal for anxiety or hypochondriac-like feelings.
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Like I mentioned earlier, weakened kidneys can result in anxiety, therefore this is one potential cause of feeling this way, however another potential cause could be astrological or spiritual in nature. Don't beat yourself up so bad over this. Lots of people have anxiety, not just insane people. It is perfectly solvable once you identify the root cause.
In a general sense, as your health improves, you will start to feel better and healthier, giving you less opportunity to think negatively about it. This comes from daily lifestyle choices, as well as yoga and power meditation. All of these things, especially the power meditation, will give you so much bioenergy that it will be literally impossible to get sick or imbalanced. Remember, the yoga itself, as well as some pranayama or SaTaNaMa use, is incredibly balancing to the body, therefore regular practice makes it impossible to get sick (imbalances).
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For the above reasons, you should be able to draw some comfort about your health. The next step is to look into mental/spiritual reasons why you may be anxious. This is where void meditation will help, and you should practice it regardless of whether you are anxious or not. Second, you should make some affirmations pertaining to your health ("I am always balanced, healthy, and safe, at all times, in every way", for example) and pertaining to any anxiety ("I always think about myself positively and in a healthy manner, at all times, in every way").
As far as what to do if you ever negatively visualize something about you, or visualize something the opposite of what you want: yes, this does put some energy towards that vision, but you can also immediately reverse it by reminding yourself to always visualize yourself as healthy, no matter what. You then spend 2x the time visualizing that part of you as completely healthy and balanced. Now the net effect of your visualizations, both negative and positive, will only be positive.
In other words, it is just a silly accident that you visualized something improperly, so simply correct it with the proper visualization. Now you don't have to worry about any negative psychic energy. In addition, I am pretty sure the aura cleaning and AOP will also work to counter negative visualizations, but either way, this the backup plan.
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No social contact can certainly hurt, as it is a human need, but you can do what you are able to now to become strong, which will then make you feel more confident about being social. Don't let it become a cycle where you feel bad about being social, leading you to feel worse physically. Push through and empower one aspect of it, so that the other improves as well. Take solace in the fact that you will find eventually solve this problem. It is only a matter of time, not if it will happen.
If you want to give yourself at least some social fulfillment, then I would look online at chat rooms or maybe streaming services or something that can give you some sense of feeling connected with others. I realize this is not perfect, but if you think lack of social contact is harming you, this is a small fix which can make you temporarily feel better; enough to not let it drag you down elsewhere.
Idk how I'm still living with short height.
Did the ritual for monogamous relationship, but I'm not if I have one. I don't think I'll ever be happy with a humane wife. But life gets harder without a human partner :(
I was thinking to do some working to cut off past life relationships but I'm unsure whether if it will also cut off the relationship with a Succubus if she is from my past life (if only I have one) ???
Most probably the past life love relationships ruined my present love life to an extent where I'm left alone now.
What do you mean still living? Like someone will physically assault you? Height is not something you can change for the present, so it is best not to dwell too much on it. I guarantee you that you will find success by making use of the other attributes that you possess; ones that can change to become exponential greater that height alone. This applies to every situation: business, social, romance, sex appeal.
Height is just one reason that people will become attracted to you, but it is just one. There are plenty of other things that also influence your appeal to others, and the majority of these things are influenced by Satanic advancement. For example, the yoga and meditation will make you physically fit and give you the willpower/knowledge on grooming and hygiene. This already puts you above average in physical attraction. If you need more masculinity: yoga and meditation boost the bioenergy, including that used by the testes to produce androgens. You can also use a Mars working. Lastly, there will be a point in your spiritual advancement where you CAN change height, as well as other more fixed features; just not right now.
The above is just an example of how you can improve yourself physically through your Satanic advancement, not to mention all the other ways your social appeal can be influenced. You have to realize that through your Satanic advancement, you will skyrocket to an elite human being. People will be nearly harassing you for your attention, because it will be so worthwhile. Height will be almost meaningless at this point, assuming you didn't fix it yet.
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What makes you think you have a succubus? Are you just guessing at reasons that may prevent current relationships, or did you pursue a succubus relationship in the past?
You could do some working if you think it likely that you have a succubus. Alternatively, you could ask Satan for guidance to fix this. What I mean is, if there is a succubus out there preventing you from forming romantic relationships, and you have no direct contact for them, then Satan would be able to fix this relatively easily. You aren't asking him for a spiritual makeover, rather just to relay a message, assuming this is the case.
If this isn't the case, then perhaps Satan may give you some pointers or other guidance related to making social contact more viable. I don't think the situation is so complicated that you cannot find the solution on your own, but if it is weighing on you heavily, he may be able to alleviate it quicker.
Otherwise, just do more workings for a relationship. Perhaps more energy is needed to make it go quicker. Either way, as you continue to advance, your social appeal will go up, or you will be able to apply more energy into a working.
I cannot stress enough that your life will always improve as you advance, even if things seem bleak now. In these past few weeks you have rapidly gained much knowledge related to your health and applied these facts, and so I believe that you will also rapidly progress in that area. You should feel happy as yet another thing is fixed, and your future looks even brighter because of it. Importantly, this knowledge also maintains your health, so it shouldn't be a mystery anymore as to what the health of your body is.
Anyway, hopefully some of this helped. I know I write a lot, but I want to address these things as best as I can. Feel free to keep talking to me whenever you want, I don't mind it; I want to see you feel better and better.
