I'm going to die at this rate

Don't be ashamed of asking out for help. I have been through a similar experience 8 years ago, where 5 days of antibiotics destroyed me for more than 5 years.

My advice is to be really really patient and know that it will take time to recover and there is no magic pill for this, and btw I too chose to not go to the doctor anymore after that.

What can you do physically:
- Stay away from carbohydrates as much as you can. If your diet is based on a lot of them slowly reduce the intake.

What steps are you taking to recover? Do you know anything about recovering your gut flora? I think that would be a good place to start. You can get a liquid Humic and Fulvic acid supplement which helps with that.

There is nothing shameful in asking for help. Try to eat as much as you can to regain your strength so that you can then fight and gradually return to health.

There's the first instance - asking your Guardian for advice and help. Even if you don't know who they are, it doesn't matter. Just open up and honestly present your case. The second one would be doing a ritual either to

Lord ValeforExternal ↗

or to

Lord AsclepiusExternal ↗

Do not despair, do not fear, just do your best for the day trying to heal. Do the basic practices of our way as much as you can. Learn more about true medicine and apply.

Good luck and do inform us about your progress. You got this.

SWP

CBTS wrote:View source

Don't be ashamed of asking out for help. I have been through a similar experience 8 years ago, where 5 days of antibiotics destroyed me for more than 5 years.

My advice is to be really really patient and know that it will take time to recover and there is no magic pill for this, and btw I too chose to not go to the doctor anymore after that.

What can you do physically:
- Stay away from carbohydrates as much as you can. If your diet is based on a lot of them slowly reduce the intake.

I have erroneously submitted the post, I'll continue here.

What can you do physically:
- Stay away from carbohydrates as much as you can. If your diet is based on a lot of them slowly reduce the intake. This includes fruits and vegetables too
- Possibly base your diet on meat, fish and eggs.
- Supplement with magnesium (bisglycinate or threonate, other types are less absorbable), if you want also supplement with iodine (the most effective is the Lugol %5 formulation)
- Rest as much as you need
- Meditate on your entire gastrointestinal system
- Throughout the day take 5 minutes to re-establish your breath doing several rounds of the Yogic BreathExternal ↗
- As soon as you start feeling better, do workouts (I strongly advice calisthenics to build strenght)

What meditation are useful in this situation:
- Clean your aura and chakras every day and build your aura of protection. While building the aura of protection also program it to extract and expel negative energies from you all the time. This has to be done everyday for a long time in order to become automatic.
- Perform the healing meditationExternal ↗. If you feel you can't concentrate enough, try the meditation below.
- Breathe white-gold energy into your chakras. Empower them as much as you are comfortable doing it. Then redirect the energy to your intestins, visualize it being permeated with white-gold brilliant energy. Visualize it healing while using an affirmation such as: "My entire gastrointestinal system is totally and completely strong and healthy and recovering from any and all injuries permanently".

Also, don't forget to ask your Guardian or Zeus for help, even if you don't hear/see Them, They will guide you, as I was guided to your post from Them.

One last thing, do understand that saying and believing that you are "weak" or "you can't" is self sabotaging. You are a part of Zeus and so you have His power in you, find a way to grow and express it.

You need to heal your gut flora. What I suggest, and I believe you REALLY should do, is start eating a lot of probiotic food, especially raw milk and kefir. For kefir I don't mean store bought, as that's basically glorified pasteurized yogurt, I mean the real deal, the one you make yourself at home. You need to get yourself kefir grains, which you can find for free from communities that share it, or can buy it online, you will feed those grains with raw milk, and the result will be basically a super food that will heal your stomach. Learn to make fermented vegetables, like sauerkraut and also start using raw honey. You need a drastic diet change, and it will not be a mainstream diet, white rice can feel like the only thing that you can eat, but that's because it's not damaging you, you need fermented food. Start brewing kombucha, it is similar to kefir, just with black tea and sugar that feeds the fungus that makes it.

If you will apply my advice, you will get better, what I told you has made my stomach much more strong and healthy. And don't act in 2 months, start actinf as soon as you see this reply I'm sending you right now.

I forgot a big piece that helped me to go from feeling like you say (low energy, slow digestion, trouble sleeping, concentrating, etc) to almost 100% healed in a very short period of time.
Basically I performed 2 session of kundalini yoga every day before eating.

These are two specific routines I had chosen at the time:
- Kundalini Yoga for the healing of the stomach
- Kundalini Yoga for elimination (apana)External ↗

These routines improved my digestion almost instantly and then I was able to eat more, resulting in much more energy that allowed me to do healing meditations easily.

Veron wrote:View source

Please help me. I'm going to die at this rate. This isn't a joke or anything. I've had these stomach and intestinal problems for two years. I don't trust the doctors. They left me like this, horrible, terrible. They hurt me, they performed an AWAKE endoscopy on me, leaving me with a horrific trauma.

They made me spend money on tests that didn't work. My liver is fine, my kidneys too. But they filled me with antibiotics, they destroyed me, damaged my stomach and my flora. Now I have no money. My family supports me, but there are so many of us that it's either medication or food. I have nothing.

I'm sick, very sick. I haven't been able to meditate properly; I haven't been able to eat well, I only eat a little white rice and it irritates me, my throat is sore. I'm sick. I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I'm losing strength. I don't know what to do. I have a lot of social anxiety, a lot of anxiety.

I haven't stopped crying today. I'm skin and bones. I can see my ribs, my chest sinking, touching the bones. Help me, I beg you, I beg you. I don't want to die. I've been dedicated for almost five years. I know it's irrelevant, but my own energy isn't enough to heal. I don't know what to do. I endured trying to overcome everything alone; today I couldn't. I'm broken. I'm so ashamed to ask for help. But please, believe me. I need your help. At this rate, I'll die.
I don't speak English, so I make mistakes when translating, and I am a man, a weak man.

You need to do a God Ritual to either Valefor or Asclepius for help given the severity of the situation.

https://tozrituals.org/ritual/god/valefor-power-ritual.htmlExternal ↗

https://tozrituals.org/ritual/god/asclepius-power-ritual.htmlExternal ↗

Also bust out the sun squares and do as many as you have to, if it would be easier just use the sun planetary mantra for now if you are too weak.

https://templeofzeus.org/Sun_Square.phpExternal ↗

https://templeofzeus.org/Shortcuts.phpExternal ↗

Try to hang in there, I had this happen to me some years ago, I couldn't eat much of anything and was deadly sick. Still some days now I have trouble eating and drinking and feel like I'm going to vomit many days from intestinal disease. It has gotten somewhat better, and I'm here to tell you that you can do this just keep fighting. It will take some time to shift this around, but if you keep beating at it, it will give in and cease from you.

I know it is painful, I know it can be excruciating, but Zeus and his Daemons are there for you and we are all here for you as well. It is going to be okay fellow Zevist.

Veron wrote:View source

I am a man, a weak man.

You are the strongest one 💋 i belive you love

tpiro wrote:

Careful, DE can drive parasites deeper into the body and make it harder to rid.

Where did you hear about that? How does it happen? I tried looking into it but couldn't find anything.

Veron wrote:View source

Please help me. I'm going to die at this rate. This isn't a joke or anything. I've had these stomach and intestinal problems for two years. I don't trust the doctors. They left me like this, horrible, terrible. They hurt me, they performed an AWAKE endoscopy on me, leaving me with a horrific trauma.

They made me spend money on tests that didn't work. My liver is fine, my kidneys too. But they filled me with antibiotics, they destroyed me, damaged my stomach and my flora. Now I have no money. My family supports me, but there are so many of us that it's either medication or food. I have nothing.

I'm sick, very sick. I haven't been able to meditate properly; I haven't been able to eat well, I only eat a little white rice and it irritates me, my throat is sore. I'm sick. I don't want to die. I don't want to die. I'm losing strength. I don't know what to do. I have a lot of social anxiety, a lot of anxiety.

I haven't stopped crying today. I'm skin and bones. I can see my ribs, my chest sinking, touching the bones. Help me, I beg you, I beg you. I don't want to die. I've been dedicated for almost five years. I know it's irrelevant, but my own energy isn't enough to heal. I don't know what to do. I endured trying to overcome everything alone; today I couldn't. I'm broken. I'm so ashamed to ask for help. But please, believe me. I need your help. At this rate, I'll die.
I don't speak English, so I make mistakes when translating, and I am a man, a weak man.

Holy shit fuck this sucks and I'm sorry you are going through it, I'm glad doctors here responded to you if they are doctors. I'm not one sadly but I wish you well in recovering from this.

Aquarius wrote:View source

You need to heal your gut flora. What I suggest, and I believe you REALLY should do, is start eating a lot of probiotic food, especially raw milk and kefir. For kefir I don't mean store bought, as that's basically glorified pasteurized yogurt, I mean the real deal, the one you make yourself at home. You need to get yourself kefir grains, which you can find for free from communities that share it, or can buy it online, you will feed those grains with raw milk, and the result will be basically a super food that will heal your stomach. Learn to make fermented vegetables, like sauerkraut and also start using raw honey. You need a drastic diet change, and it will not be a mainstream diet, white rice can feel like the only thing that you can eat, but that's because it's not damaging you, you need fermented food. Start brewing kombucha, it is similar to kefir, just with black tea and sugar that feeds the fungus that makes it.

If you will apply my advice, you will get better, what I told you has made my stomach much more strong and healthy. And don't act in 2 months, start actinf as soon as you see this reply I'm sending you right now.

This is good advice you need to heal your internal gut. Get some gelatin and make lots of soups until you can start eating more nutrient dense foods. Liver etc. without issue.

Also to previous comments saying to not eat all carbs this is bad advice for your situation and will make things worse if you jumped straight into just eating meat. If you are skin and bones and are having a tough time eating you want to eat easy to digest simple carbs and soups (bone broths with gelatin/collagen), with soups you want to sip on Sauerkraut juice, kimchi, kefir, you need the enzymes and probiotics to help with the protein digestion if it's very serious and it sounds like it is.

A potato is not processed. I recommend eating sweet potatoes and regular potatoes, turn them into a soup if you have to for the ease of getting it down.

simple carbs break down quickly into glucose with less digestive effort compared to proteins (which need strong stomach acid and enzymes) or fats (which require bile and pancreatic enzymes). You want to slowly as you gain more energy add more meat to your diet until you are eating at least half your body weight in grams of protein if not more. When eating protein chew your food extra long.

I also agree with the Fulvic Humic supplementation is a must, if you cannot get this you bare minimum need to find a way to get minerals into you.

Endoscopy is terrible and can cause a lot of damage. It will likely take you awhile to heal.

Do Asclepius and Valefor Rituals when you have energy. I will do one with you in mind.

stay away from processed foods completely.

make your own probiotic foods if you know how, or buy probiotics.

Dairy is a bit heavy to start with.

Haritaki will help with digestion, which is in thriphala this is a good supplement that will also balance all doshas start with 200mg-400mg at night before bed.

Mint666 wrote:View source

Where did you hear about that? How does it happen? I tried looking into it but couldn't find anything.

It's only going to really matter if you have strongyloides/hookworm, I really wouldn't worry, more likely to irritate the lining to be honest. Given how cheap pharma is and how effective those drugs work though, I wouldn't risk it, can always reuse 'em if you get cancer.

Veron wrote:View source

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You didnt replied, are you ok?

I will do the Valefor ritual and ask him to guide you brother. might not be much but that’s all I can do considering my knowledge in healing problems is limited

V12-POWER wrote:View source

I will do the Valefor ritual and ask him to guide you brother. might not be much but that’s all I can do considering my knowledge in healing problems is limited

I felt good that i am not alone can i start conversation with you abut this?

Umun wrote:View source

Good luck and do inform us about your progress. You got this.

SWP

I can't. I don't have the strength to do it. Yesterday I felt fine, I was able to eat something. Today I ate a mild chicken soup and it made me sick. I'm suffering from it right now. Performing a ritual with the difficulty of getting up, or even using the runes, leaves me extremely tired.

CBTS wrote:View source

I tried. I tried a while ago. But I couldn't. I have a hard time digesting. I added egg and it gave me reflux, I added tuna and it made me feel weird and scared me. Everything scares me. Everything scares me now; food, probiotics, everything scares me. I don't understand what's happening to me.

SATchives wrote:View source

This is good advice you need to heal your internal gut. Get some gelatin and make lots of soups until you can start eating more nutrient dense foods. Liver etc. without issue.

I would love to follow all your advice, I really would. Unfortunately, there isn't enough money to buy so many medications or to take them at the correct dosage. Yesterday, for example, I was able to eat something and had energy, but today I woke up feeling unwell and tried a light chicken broth. After just four spoonfuls, I felt bloated and inflamed, which made me feel unwell for a while.

CatDoll wrote:View source

You didnt replied, are you ok?

Yes, I just didn't have much strength or energy to connect. Thank you so much for your concern and your message, which made me feel good.

V12-POWER wrote:View source

I will do the Valefor ritual and ask him to guide you brother. might not be much but that’s all I can do considering my knowledge in healing problems is limited

Thank you very much brother, thank you very much.

Aquarius wrote:View source

If you will apply my advice, you will get better, what I told you has made my stomach much more strong and healthy. And don't act in 2 months, start actinf as soon as you see this reply I'm sending you right now.

I'll try. My stomach feels heavy right now, bloated from everything. I feel terrible. What's happening to me, as I mentioned, is that I'm very afraid of everything. I'm very anxious. Since I've been sick for a long time, I eat and drink everything I make with fear, constantly thinking it's going to hurt me. I know this affects me too, and I can't think of anything to relieve it because I'm too tired to think, so I try to maintain the emptiness meditation all day to clear those negative thoughts, or I distract myself with videos.

Also on Monday, I went to a doctor's appointment, something my mom begged me to do, and I felt so bad that I decided to accept. With willpower, I went, and even though my anxiety was killing me, I stayed. Luckily, I think it went well, as she believed my story and even gave me "Lactibiane Reference" probiotics. She also started calling her contacts and got me an appointment with a nutritionist. Although appointments are usually three months away, she got me one for the following week.

I don't know, but I think it went well. I also weighed myself and lost several pounds, but at least I'm still in a stable mid-range.

But my head... I really need to do something with those thoughts of "What if it hurts?", "What if I feel sick?", "Maybe I'm feeling bad..." I need to sort through those thoughts. The probiotics arrived today, and I was planning to take them tomorrow or in a few days, when I'm more stable. But I'm really scared to take them; the same thing happens with pills. I feel like they're holding me back and preventing me from moving forward.

Anyway, I really appreciate your help and advice. I really appreciate it.

You need to start doing affirmations to stabilize your mind and have a more positive outlook in life. Because nobody is gonna help you but yourself. If you can't muster the will to do as adviced here then not much can be done for your situation and you will keep suffering.

Aquarius wrote:View source

You need to start doing affirmations to stabilize your mind and have a more positive outlook in life. Because nobody is gonna help you but yourself. If you can't muster the will to do as adviced here then not much can be done for your situation and you will keep suffering.

This is not entirely true. After a relative of mine passed away, I sent energy to them through my 3rd Chakra after Anubis' ritual. I also did another ritual to help this person earlier. We can, and should help others.

Veron wrote:View source

I can't. I don't have the strength to do it. Yesterday I felt fine, I was able to eat something. Today I ate a mild chicken soup and it made me sick. I'm suffering from it right now. Performing a ritual with the difficulty of getting up, or even using the runes, leaves me extremely tired.

I tried. I tried a while ago. But I couldn't. I have a hard time digesting. I added egg and it gave me reflux, I added tuna and it made me feel weird and scared me. Everything scares me. Everything scares me now; food, probiotics, everything scares me. I don't understand what's happening to me.

I would love to follow all your advice, I really would. Unfortunately, there isn't enough money to buy so many medications or to take them at the correct dosage. Yesterday, for example, I was able to eat something and had energy, but today I woke up feeling unwell and tried a light chicken broth. After just four spoonfuls, I felt bloated and inflamed, which made me feel unwell for a while.

Yes, I just didn't have much strength or energy to connect. Thank you so much for your concern and your message, which made me feel good.

Thank you very much brother, thank you very much.

I'll try. My stomach feels heavy right now, bloated from everything. I feel terrible. What's happening to me, as I mentioned, is that I'm very afraid of everything. I'm very anxious. Since I've been sick for a long time, I eat and drink everything I make with fear, constantly thinking it's going to hurt me. I know this affects me too, and I can't think of anything to relieve it because I'm too tired to think, so I try to maintain the emptiness meditation all day to clear those negative thoughts, or I distract myself with videos.

Also on Monday, I went to a doctor's appointment, something my mom begged me to do, and I felt so bad that I decided to accept. With willpower, I went, and even though my anxiety was killing me, I stayed. Luckily, I think it went well, as she believed my story and even gave me "Lactibiane Reference" probiotics. She also started calling her contacts and got me an appointment with a nutritionist. Although appointments are usually three months away, she got me one for the following week.

I don't know, but I think it went well. I also weighed myself and lost several pounds, but at least I'm still in a stable mid-range.

But my head... I really need to do something with those thoughts of "What if it hurts?", "What if I feel sick?", "Maybe I'm feeling bad..." I need to sort through those thoughts. The probiotics arrived today, and I was planning to take them tomorrow or in a few days, when I'm more stable. But I'm really scared to take them; the same thing happens with pills. I feel like they're holding me back and preventing me from moving forward.

Anyway, I really appreciate your help and advice. I really appreciate it.

Aquarius is right on the part where you must show bravery and affirm on the contrary to the ailment. That will get you started. Nothing about this is easy, but you can do it. You are here to overcome this issue, and to grow stronger. Time to get to work.

Veron wrote:View source

I can't. I don't have the strength to do it. Yesterday I felt fine, I was able to eat something. Today I ate a mild chicken soup and it made me sick. I'm suffering from it right now. Performing a ritual with the difficulty of getting up, or even using the runes, leaves me extremely tired.

I tried. I tried a while ago. But I couldn't. I have a hard time digesting. I added egg and it gave me reflux, I added tuna and it made me feel weird and scared me. Everything scares me. Everything scares me now; food, probiotics, everything scares me. I don't understand what's happening to me.

I would love to follow all your advice, I really would. Unfortunately, there isn't enough money to buy so many medications or to take them at the correct dosage. Yesterday, for example, I was able to eat something and had energy, but today I woke up feeling unwell and tried a light chicken broth. After just four spoonfuls, I felt bloated and inflamed, which made me feel unwell for a while.

Yes, I just didn't have much strength or energy to connect. Thank you so much for your concern and your message, which made me feel good.

Thank you very much brother, thank you very much.

I'll try. My stomach feels heavy right now, bloated from everything. I feel terrible. What's happening to me, as I mentioned, is that I'm very afraid of everything. I'm very anxious. Since I've been sick for a long time, I eat and drink everything I make with fear, constantly thinking it's going to hurt me. I know this affects me too, and I can't think of anything to relieve it because I'm too tired to think, so I try to maintain the emptiness meditation all day to clear those negative thoughts, or I distract myself with videos.

Also on Monday, I went to a doctor's appointment, something my mom begged me to do, and I felt so bad that I decided to accept. With willpower, I went, and even though my anxiety was killing me, I stayed. Luckily, I think it went well, as she believed my story and even gave me "Lactibiane Reference" probiotics. She also started calling her contacts and got me an appointment with a nutritionist. Although appointments are usually three months away, she got me one for the following week.

I don't know, but I think it went well. I also weighed myself and lost several pounds, but at least I'm still in a stable mid-range.

But my head... I really need to do something with those thoughts of "What if it hurts?", "What if I feel sick?", "Maybe I'm feeling bad..." I need to sort through those thoughts. The probiotics arrived today, and I was planning to take them tomorrow or in a few days, when I'm more stable. But I'm really scared to take them; the same thing happens with pills. I feel like they're holding me back and preventing me from moving forward.

Anyway, I really appreciate your help and advice. I really appreciate it.

So, doctors appointment went well, nutritionist advice coming soon, probiotics available (you should start taking those immediately but also learn about the different kinds and their functions) and last but not least you have your mother that cares about your recovery and loves you. That's all looking good and the likelihood of things going well and your situation improving is high.

Sure, there will be pain and setbacks along the way but that shouldn't discourage you. Such is the nature of reality and it should be accepted so that tou can influence it more efficiently. Fear is your biggest enemy here and the more you prevail against it the better it's going to get.

https://templeofzeus.org/Zeus_virtue_3.phpExternal ↗

The others are well worth studying as well when you feel better.

Courage my friend.

SWP