Last night I was thinking of my demon wanting to know my demon because I have not met my Guardian demon or know who they maybe, I’ve been here for over 8 months and I have no clue, but last night I was thinking of my Demon one I would like to interact with and I’m was saying in my mind to Father Zeus I would like to know my Demon and I went to sleep and in my dreams I had a few, I woke up and fell asleep many times last night, but only one dream I remember when I woke up was
I was in a car 🚙 and from the back window it was open and no car has their back window open which was very weird, and then a male came through that window that was open and I looked at him and he looked a bit scary like in the movies how they portray a vampire look or a demon look, so I got scared of him and then the next second he was in the drivers seat ready to drive the car, but because I didn’t know who he was and he looked a bit scary I said to him get out of the car, and he went!
I’m just thinking was he my demon in my dream and I don’t know why I said get out, and if it was my demon I feel bad and sad now 😔 what should I do now?
Hail Satanas
Honestly. One thing to always consider when asking if we should rely on dreams is our minds can influence them. Same with our spiritual expriences too like divination, telepathy etc.. Imagination exist and sometimes we can create or alter scenarios in our dreams too without meaning too.
Only few times I've heard of where they have looked or sounded different. That was back when the TOZ clergy was doing energy work for the gods. They've made mention to some of the gods voices sounding a little raspy too before the energy work they did to free some of them.
What you should do is take it with a grain of salt. Don't let it have power over you. You've participated and exprienced the bliss from doing the rituals to the gods and goddesses right? Don't let the imagination blind your eyes and ears to the logic you've had with your epxriences with these rituals. That is what the enemy does when they manipulate us humans. They make sure they guide them down a road that blinds them to logic as well. In some cases it is also possible to self sabotage and bring ourselves to self destruction.
Do some rituals to the God's. Tell them about the situation. Honestly from personal exprience they will bless your soul even more for coming to them, they are understanding, they love their own and they can see more of the things we cannot... They can also take you further than any person can after a point.
I'm am sorry to hear though. Sometimes dreams are frightening. You said you are 8 months in so far? Within time you'll look back and know why there isn't a reason to be afraid anymore for sure. For now look ahead and see the days to come as you walk your road. As you grow yourself discovering the endless potential. The days to come is the light and the end of the tunnel. The ambition and strive to get there is the fire that guide your way. nurture it all carefully.
You'll want to master trances if you want to know who your GD is. I recommend making sure you master void meditation first, Then master trances, then get into clairadience and clairvoyance meditations. Slowly incorporate this into your daily routine more. Start small and see how your mind copes with it. Sometimes this will take months but it is achievable. The more you master void meditation the more itll give you control over things like concentration which enhances your magick ontop of raising your witchpower too. Void meditation will also help keep you sane and mentally in control. With the trances itll help you tap into and pick up on energy more. Making telepathy more easy too since we are slipping through barriers blocking that kind of stuff out, but itll take lots of practice. Sometimes we hear nonsense at first. Its like using muscles you havent used in awhile. Theyre out of synch and youre relearning and training to use them. So it's also normal to expect funky results at first too.
If there is a will there is a way. The TOZ has done their part as well as to making this knowledge known. I wasnt sure if you already knew the above or not. I sent it anyways wishing well. They're fundamentals I've seen many forget and lose control on this path later down the road. Specifically the void meditation lol I understand its rather boring for many as well. Here are some things you can do that are cool. Things for you to remember to make it more exciting.
Take notice to the enviroment around you. A sign your mind is growing stronger is when you can pick up on where sounds are coming from accurately, when you can see in your mind everything around you with your eyes closed. You're establishing a stronger connection between the mind and the body and also growing the mind beyond average levels.
You'll be able to pay attention on where your ears focus as well. Blocking out sounds and focusing on other sounds. For example. Sit in a room where traffick is going on outside. You can open a window, or play nature sounds through the t.v. you can practice blocking out the nature sounds or sounds of traffick and focus on things like people talking in another room or you can put on a lecture on your phone and write down what you could hear and retain. Look back and see how much you progress as weeks go on. Take note to also how your magick advances as well.
I look forward to seeing the progress you make. I hope all goes well and your dreams get better for you.
HAIL ZEUS!