I've been going through a stressful period and I've been feeling drained. I usually have high energy when I start off activities, but then I lose enthusiasm or just raw energy in general very quickly.
When I get stressed or have people shouting at me and being hostile to me, I get so energy depleted I lose all my vitality and even I get so physically weak I cannot move.
I also noticed that intense fear of judgment or to be yelled at produce in me the same symptoms, I get extremely depleted.
I tried working on my solar plexus chakra more intensively even for half an hour or one hour (sometimes) every day (that is the weakest for me). I do get some energy restoration for a bit but something extremely stressful happens every day (I live with my unstable mother and problematic relatives and working towards my goal to escape from them) and I'm back at square one and I'm feeling very drained almost all day.
Can someone give me advice? Thank you in advance.
It sounds like there is some over-sensitivity to others directly influencing you, therefore there could be some psychological change that needs to be happen, however, I believe the root of low energy is generally always low fire, which can be restored most quickly through exercise. Easy-to-learn exercises that generate yang energy are the breath of fire or Tibetan 5 Rites. HPS Lydia had posted a solar kriya before that also falls into this category.
Doing fire-based workings can be used to give permanent physical and psychological improvements. Mars is currently in Leo and can be done as a Square. Alternatively, Uruz is great for vitality. Sowilo is great for self-esteem and thurisaz for aggression/self-defense.
The other part of this is to start ignoring and/or defending yourself when people treat you poorly. It is not fair or normal for this to happen to you, regardless of whether they are unstable or whatever. Unfortunately, it appears like they believe they can just take out their anger on you without any repercussion. It is also likely you are accepting this to some extent, given your reaction to it.
Being self-critical or open to the opinions of others works great for constructive and powerful people, such as mentors, friends, and the Gods, but not when idiots or deranged people try to negatively influence you. You have to remind yourself that your judgement is better than theirs is, and if they are not trying to understand you, they very likely don't know what they are talking about.
You aren't obligated to listen to them, not even if you had made a mistake, but because they are being hostile and negative first. This is inherently demeaning and devaluing, not matter how much this is supposedly "deserved". It is not constructive therefore it actually reduces your performance later, like you had noticed.
On the same topic, you can use Ansuz and/or Wunjo to start removing these negative relationships from your soul, such that these people start treating you better and it becomes easier for you to enforce this on your own. I would also recommend deflecting any hatred back onto these people, because it is not fair that they dump it on you. Further, you are trying to advance and do the right thing and they are not.