Health: #80460 porn addiction is killing me

Ask Satya Operator wrote:View source

Im in puberty, 16, and i have porn addiction since i was 8-9.

I was managing to watch less porn videos and only masturbating to my imagination but i think porn has already killed everything in my life.

My penis is simply not growing, my measurements are below the average, even when its flaccid, and i think this is because of porn.

I am not looking to woman in a weird way anymore and i feel completely normal about that now, but my penis size is what makes me sad. I tried penis enlargement, jelqing and those things but i haven't seen results so far.

Another thing, i really don't know how to get back to meditation, i feel that i'm in a limbo and the gods are trying to help me but i keep refusing their help, and i'm scared that i won't get back to meditating like i was doing before.

I know the gods are there but i don't know how to get back to them, i love my GD even tho i dont know who he/she is. Appreciate any help of the community.

Satan is GOD! Hail Zeus!

First start the 40-day program by HP HC.

When you finish it, start deep cleaning your chakras, especially your Sacral, Solar plexus and upper chakras.

Read this
https://ancient-forums.com/threads/an-approach-to-healing-addiction.306056/

Hit the gym consistently to fix your penis size problem and don’t obsess over length. Unlike what porn promotes most girls don’t enjoy a large penis.

Start eating healthy and hit the gym and befriend more girls. It’s very important that you naturally deal with girls and date. When you take the gym seriously and slowly but surely quit porn you’ll be more attractive to women.

You are young so make sure you invest these years to become the best version of yourself in a couple of years.

It’s normal that you might relapse in the process of quitting, it’s important that once you relapse, you might jerk off like two to three more times, since “the streak is ruined anyway”.

It’s important to remove shame from the equation because shame is fuel for addiction and escapist tendencies. Take it step by step and if you relapse, learn and do better next time. Clearing and cleaning your upper and sexual chakras will help a ton. As it will remove the ugly compulsion for porn.

Don’t abstain completely, using your imagination is a great idea. At first it might be harder due to porn-induced erectile dysfunction, so you can use images or erotica at first until you detach and no longer need this.

It would be better not to worry about the size of your rocket. There are people who mature later in life. In my case, the size improved substantially at the end of my 20s.
High libido is okay, pr0n addiction is not. I experienced the same when there was no internet and no imagery to look at.
It would be great if you could do a balancing working of your sexual energies, and live a better, calmer life as a result.
https://ancient-forums.com/threads/sex-energy-re-calibration-meditation.303714/

Firstly, your penis won't change size due to masturbation or pornography. This is determined by genetics and how you develop, exercise, proper nutrition during adolescence, and good hormonal balance all play a role. You need to move from the destructive method of "banning" porn to a more effective method: learn to use your sexual drive more effectively. Channeling it toward finding a partner is the best way to do so. Don't watch studio-produced, kinky porn; watch erotica—there's nothing wrong with that if you don't have a partner.16 is a very active sexual age, and it's no surprise that you're addicted to porn these days. It's also the easiest age to find a sexual partner. Take advantage of this, don't miss out!

You do not have a micropenis, so it really does not matter because dealing with girls is about emotional and social connection that raises the attraction. Nevertheless, girth and length can be trained to some extent (carefully!), but it matters very little; it is mostly to boost your own confidence, which is something that can be achieved with other means as well.

Don't worry about the size...every lock has its own key... If you remain insecure over the years, start to learn about other sexual techniques. Not all girls are turned on by the main act.

Porn sizes are completely irrealistic, very few men have those sizes.

And if you ask women, they don't like it when it's too big, because it's actually pretty painful.

Look online for easy peasy method, related to pornography.

It's a short book that through logic and reason helps you quit.

Personally the logic in it made me feel lighter, with less weight on my self.

You can find a free pdf easily.

*those who are without.

It would be nice if we could edit our posts while they sit in review.

But, well, it would be even better if I had read my own post before sending..

Ask Satya Operator wrote:View source

Im in puberty, 16, and i have porn addiction since i was 8-9.

I was managing to watch less porn videos and only masturbating to my imagination but i think porn has already killed everything in my life.

My penis is simply not growing, my measurements are below the average, even when its flaccid, and i think this is because of porn.

I am not looking to woman in a weird way anymore and i feel completely normal about that now, but my penis size is what makes me sad. I tried penis enlargement, jelqing and those things but i haven't seen results so far.

Another thing, i really don't know how to get back to meditation, i feel that i'm in a limbo and the gods are trying to help me but i keep refusing their help, and i'm scared that i won't get back to meditating like i was doing before.

I know the gods are there but i don't know how to get back to them, i love my GD even tho i dont know who he/she is. Appreciate any help of the community.

Satan is GOD! Hail Zeu

Hey I'm 17 I've experienced something similar but I wonder when u felt the need to pleasure yourself did you feel as if your sacral energy was leaking or overflowing in your lower stomach above your private?

Well, first you want to identify the root cause of the addiction itself as these things can vary from person to person.

But the best way to deal with any compulsion is to gain control over it.

This will sound counterintuitive at first, but you may want to actually allow yourself to watch pornography but at regularly scheduled intervals.

For example, say to yourself, "I am allowed to watch 15mins of porn at 6pm" and set an alarm for this and everything.

Then say, "once this 15mins is over, I have to stop, but if I want to watch more I am allowed to do so again at 10pm".

Eventually, watch it without any physical stimulation.

You may have to lower the time intervals based on what works for you and how strong your resistance to change, but the goal is to slowly increase the distance between each interval and lower the amount of dopamine produced by the habit.

Overall, this will teach your prefrontal cortex (executive function) that YOU are the one in control and the behaviour will gradually become easier to manage.

This works for building any sort of habit which you have a lot of mental resistance towards.

However, you also have to take active measures to improve your sex life or you will most likely fall back on the habit eventually.

By the way, the majority of pleasure a woman feels during sexual intercourse is mental/emotional and occurs within the first 1/3rd of the vaginal canal anyway, which is only a few inches.

Lady Astarte (aka Aphrodite, literally the Goddess of Love, Sex and Beauty) told me it is around ~60%—although it varies from woman-to-woman... but particularly the vaginal opening, hymenal ring, clitoris, and the famous "G-spot" are the most sensitive erogenous zones.

If you are having serious issues of body dysmorphia around the size of your penis due to porn, which is preventing physical intimacy, you may wish to say you're "the type of guy who likes to take things slow" and pleasure her in other ways first to build intimacy and also confidence in your own skills... because it is a skill, and thus, can be learnt!

It is a very intoxicating feeling to be able to make a girl completely lose herself drunk on pleasure—and one I'm sure will make you popular with the ladies!

You may also wish to connect with Lady Astarte through her ritual: https://tozrituals.org/rituals/god/astarte-power-ritualExternal ↗

Hope this helps!

Aquarius wrote:View source

Porn sizes are completely irrealistic, very few men have those sizes.

And if you ask women, they don't like it when it's too big, because it's actually pretty painful.

In my opinion, i would never ask a girl that. And her saying she does not like those sizes because it is painful. Is even worse. Those i believe things that girls may talk to each other about. And i find it fine that all girls have preferences. The same way men do. Asking a question while expecting to hear an answer is a bit off. And it signals insecurity beneath it. Insecurity hints at unsolved issues that are the problem of the one asking. And it does not concern the other person. The other person opinion is a complete different matter.

I went through something similar when I was your age. It’s one of those things that’s hard for anyone to understand unless they’ve lived it. First, I want to say be careful with certain practices like jelqing, as they can be dangerous.

Years ago, I struggled with insecurity about my body. A lot of it came from memes and online conversations that created a fear of judgment.

That fear extended to things like worrying I wouldn’t find a condom that fit. I remember buying one for the first time around 18 and feeling relieved that it worked perfectly fine.

When I entered my first sexual relationships, the anxiety was still there. Instead of letting it show, I leaned into a sense of presence and masculine energy. If you haven’t already, working out can help build that grounded confidence.

I also became very aware of the mental and spiritual side of things I realized that fixating on a fear would only invite it, so I made a point to clear my mind of those thoughts.

I approached sexuality more as connection than just a physical act. Because of that, I was able to be fully present, and intimacy felt natural rather than mechanical. In my experiences, I never encountered the rejection I had feared.

Instead, the feedback I received was overwhelmingly positive sometimes to a degree that surprised me. But I also made a point not to seek validation by asking “was it good.” That’s just a personal preference; I preferred to let things be the way they want to be.

There was a time later on when old insecurities resurfaced, especially during a period where my confidence was still solidifying. I ended up in a situation where a girl making fun of my P**** using a fake account, with an intent of hurting my confidence and rather than feeling hurt by it, I made screenshot of that and sent it to the two girls that i was sure it is one of them. Both i broke up with them few days/weeks before receiving the message. And i was sure it is one of them.

None of them admitted sending it, both backed, both was ready to get back with me, but both had tendency of general disrespect not meeting the respect standard i command. So i moved on.

A few things I learned along the way:

- Be mindful of who you enter into relationships with. It helps to be with someone whose emotional rhythm and values align with yours.

-Never bring up your insecurities as if they’re a problem to solve carry yourself with quiet confidence.

-Early on, it may be better to be with someone who approaches intimacy as something meaningful rather than routine. When someone has had many disconnected experiences, the dynamic can feel different less present. That’s not about you; it’s just human nature. But because of your sensitivity, it’s easy to misinterpret it as a reflection of your own worth.

Ultimately, what I feared never came true. The experiences I had didn’t match the stories I had built up in my head. The real work was in letting go of those stories and showing up fully present.

First of all absolutely stop watching all porn, stop scrolling social media, stop eating junk, and stop playing video games if these are things you do. Your nervous system is being programmed to feel intense arousal from the stimulation of porn. The addition of the other things are perpetuating the cycle as they are easy instant gratification for your brain. I will outline what you are going to do instead.

1) Set a time each day or every 2 days for self pleasure, NO PORNOGRAPHY OR OTHER TYPES OF IMAGES. At first do not even try to imagine anything. Get really in tune with how you are experiencing arousal. Do not ejaculate either. You can have MULTIPLE full body orgasms without ejaculating. It is possible with a little bit of disciple and practice.
1b) Set an alarm on your phone for meditation and the excercise I'm about to list below. Start with the bare minimum of Aura Cleaning/Aura of Protection and void meditation. Before you go to bed do those 3 also.

2) Use this breathing technique I will break it up into 5 parts over 5 weeks. Do level 1 Week 1, Level 2 Week 2 and so on
Level 1: Imagine the bottoms of your feet are breathing in energy, inhale energy in, exhale energy out, try for 5 minutes.
Level 2: Breathe the energy from your feet up into your legs, breath the energy down your legs
Level 3: Focus on your testicles when you breathe in imagine they are filling up with energy, as you exhale imagine AND feel they are dropping down
Level 4: Breathe in energy from your back sacral chakra extension and exhale out of it.
Level 5: Now start breathing the energy from your feet up your legs and up the back of your spine up to your crown. Connect your tongue to the upper palate of your mouth, and bring the energy down the front of your spine. You have several options now. 1: Continue moving the energy through the microcosmic orbit. 2: Cultivate the energy in your sexual organs. 3: Cultivate the energy in your sacral chakra. or 4: Move the energy back down the legs into the feet.

3) As others have stated start working out which will boost your testosterone. Eat healthy meals and try to avoid snacking unless it is something healthy like fruit. Learn to cook for yourself it can be a great hobby that women like. If you need help DM me and I will give you anything from bodyweight, yoga, gymnastic exercises, to lifting iron.

4) Find a creative outlet for your sexual energy. I enjoy a wide variety of things from drawing to music, yoga, martial arts. Or find something you're really interested in and pour your energy into that instead of watching porn.

Using what I outlined above I have gained COMPLETE ejaculation control, ie I can ejaculate only when I choose. Apply yourself and become the best lover any woman would have the pleasure of being with.

You are still young and despite what other members have said if you want a bigger unit there are ways to do so. Look up CaitlinV on Youtube she has a program specifically for growing your manhood. You will have to invest in equipment for it so be prepared to spend some money. However I will agree with what was said on this topic. Women experience sexual pleasure differently than men. You as a man can think "omg big boobs or nice butt" and be aroused. Women are more attracted to how you can make them FEEL, not what they see. Learn to develop traits that women find attractive, the number one being emotional strength and second being confidence. Have confidence in your ability to attract them. Most men have zero clue how to spark attraction with women. Look up Dan Bacon on Youtube he explains the dynamic in dating life in the most simple way without being a sleezeball pick up artist. I never had a dad to teach me about women but the gods have led me to several resources to help navigate my dating life. As you are building your life do not make women the center of your world but this does not mean you can not gain experience in relationships and date. I highly encourage you to study and then apply the knowledge and get yourself a pretty girlfriend.

ModernMage wrote:View source

First of all absolutely stop watching all porn, stop scrolling social media, stop eating junk, and stop playing video games if these are things you do. Your nervous system is being programmed to feel intense arousal from the stimulation of porn. The addition of the other things are perpetuating the cycle as they are easy instant gratification for your brain. I will outline what you are going to do instead.

1) Set a time each day or every 2 days for self pleasure, NO PORNOGRAPHY OR OTHER TYPES OF IMAGES. At first do not even try to imagine anything. Get really in tune with how you are experiencing arousal. Do not ejaculate either. You can have MULTIPLE full body orgasms without ejaculating. It is possible with a little bit of disciple and practice.
1b) Set an alarm on your phone for meditation and the excercise I'm about to list below. Start with the bare minimum of Aura Cleaning/Aura of Protection and void meditation. Before you go to bed do those 3 also.

2) Use this breathing technique I will break it up into 5 parts over 5 weeks. Do level 1 Week 1, Level 2 Week 2 and so on
Level 1: Imagine the bottoms of your feet are breathing in energy, inhale energy in, exhale energy out, try for 5 minutes.
Level 2: Breathe the energy from your feet up into your legs, breath the energy down your legs
Level 3: Focus on your testicles when you breathe in imagine they are filling up with energy, as you exhale imagine AND feel they are dropping down
Level 4: Breathe in energy from your back sacral chakra extension and exhale out of it.
Level 5: Now start breathing the energy from your feet up your legs and up the back of your spine up to your crown. Connect your tongue to the upper palate of your mouth, and bring the energy down the front of your spine. You have several options now. 1: Continue moving the energy through the microcosmic orbit. 2: Cultivate the energy in your sexual organs. 3: Cultivate the energy in your sacral chakra. or 4: Move the energy back down the legs into the feet.

3) As others have stated start working out which will boost your testosterone. Eat healthy meals and try to avoid snacking unless it is something healthy like fruit. Learn to cook for yourself it can be a great hobby that women like. If you need help DM me and I will give you anything from bodyweight, yoga, gymnastic exercises, to lifting iron.

4) Find a creative outlet for your sexual energy. I enjoy a wide variety of things from drawing to music, yoga, martial arts. Or find something you're really interested in and pour your energy into that instead of watching porn.

Using what I outlined above I have gained COMPLETE ejaculation control, ie I can ejaculate only when I choose. Apply yourself and become the best lover any woman would have the pleasure of being with.

You are still young and despite what other members have said if you want a bigger unit there are ways to do so. Look up CaitlinV on Youtube she has a program specifically for growing your manhood. You will have to invest in equipment for it so be prepared to spend some money. However I will agree with what was said on this topic. Women experience sexual pleasure differently than men. You as a man can think "omg big boobs or nice butt" and be aroused. Women are more attracted to how you can make them FEEL, not what they see. Learn to develop traits that women find attractive, the number one being emotional strength and second being confidence. Have confidence in your ability to attract them. Most men have zero clue how to spark attraction with women. Look up Dan Bacon on Youtube he explains the dynamic in dating life in the most simple way without being a sleezeball pick up artist. I never had a dad to teach me about women but the gods have led me to several resources to help navigate my dating life. As you are building your life do not make women the center of your world but this does not mean you can not gain experience in relationships and date. I highly encourage you to study and then apply the knowledge and get yourself a pretty girlfriend.

Oh wow, an actually good post with good guidance. I have seen Dan Bacon's content as well. Can't go wrong with it.