Me and my loved one will get a farm to become self-sufficient, or as much as possible and we wanted to also own animals, (we'll treat them humanely and with love as it should be), but how does one overcome fear of humanely killing it for meat?
We want to be able to do it without fear, but I feel we might become monsters in doing so. Please help us understand how to do it a Zevist way.
I do not know how else to ask this question, thank you! We wish to remain anonymous for our safety, but we've been dedicated for many years. Thanks!
"Remember" how it used to be for most of recorded history and beyond. Healthy societies had a normal, respectful and rational way of going about these things. There's really no need to fear anything. Consult your guardians and I'm sure they'll confirm this.
I have chickens bit they're still young and we keep them mostly for the eggs (and company too if we're being honest). I raised them from little chicks and they're practically family. We haven't gotten to that point when we'll think about slaughter and maybe we never will, however if there's a need for this I'm sure that after properly thanking them with a suitable ritual it won't be a problem to go through with it. I've seen it as a child and the good men and women who's task it was to do these things usually pet them and talked to them for a short while saying thank you and good bye then skillfully got the job done.
Ask some old folks that have experience with these matters and they'll teach you.
I source my meat from neighbors that I know are good people, love their animals and treat them as they should be treated. If it's too much to handle then maybe you can just get the milk, eggs, wool, honey or whatever yourselves and have someone else do the rest but I recommend you try and get acquainted with the practices of slaughter because there might not be someone available in the future to help you out with it.
Never fear or feel guilt because you're doing what is natural and good for us.
SWP