I constantly feel highly motivated for periods of time and feel like I can achieve much but can never be fully consistent. And when i realize that i could be doing so much better i get all guilty but still dont stay consitent. It happens very often, as if im given an opportunity to do better and I feel guilty for never taking it.
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Active TranslatorThe priority is not feeling guilty. I suggest you first to work on that with some emotional works: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/healing-the-emotional-body-for-men-too-don%E2%80%99t-disregard-this.292496/ and https://ancient-forums.com/threads/self-love-meditation.301583/
The important thing is that you are here, this is already one of the biggest opportunity and blessing. With a daily routine meditation your discipline/consistency will gradually increase.
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