Other: #76328 Voice in my head said...

Ignore these kinds of intrusive thoughts. They could either be a result of trauma, enemy influence or just your mind running wild. In any case, you will solve half the problem by not taking these seriously and simply ignoring them.
To fix these over time, daily aura cleaning and protection should be taken seriously, you should work on Void meditation over time (you might suck for a while, but pushing yourself to maintain focus and push out thoughts will strengthen your mind) and dwell on positive things.
Regularly talk to the Gods, voice your troubles like to a parent, and keep a journal in order to see if you're making progress over time.
Overall, also make an effort to dwell on positivity and to internalize the idea that, as a Zevist (if you're dedicated), you can let go of your past and good things are coming for you.

Stop confusing yourself. This means nothing and this was not said by any God. You scare yourself with your own nonsense thoughts.

AskSatanOperator wrote:View source

That I was a Son of Perdition and I looked it up and it means I will be destroyed? This scares the hell out of me and has me wondering if its true or not or if it's just my mind playing tricks on me? Why is this happening to me? I've had a pretty bad life and this just makes things worse for me. I just don't understand what I have done to deserve this, to be destroyed? I have just been searching for the truth!

The Gods do not punish human beings because they have been deceived. Read here:
https://ancient-forums.com/threads/family-ties-and-Zevism-salvation-of-relatives.87684/

Now that you know the truth, take the good things that the Gods offer you:
https://templeofzeus.org/NEWPEOPLE.phpExternal ↗