Some people live a sad life and die

[whenemmafallsinlove]

I have been raped and groomed since the age of 4 by my mother's boyfriend. No one knows that except my friends. I even tried to tell my mother but she didn't believed it. I am scared about the society too. That man is also very powerful so my voice will be shut down. I feel nothing towards him, I don't hate him. I hate no one in my life. I just feel that there is no justice. That man has wisdom and he is cunning, he does meditation, it feels like God is always on his side because he had survived death countless times whether it's his accident or operation. He has wealth, a respected position in the society and a great family. What about me? I have trauma and a lot of pain that I can't ease. It's like I am angry at my fate, if there is a God, why does he allows things like these to happen? I have been dealing with thus since I just 4 years old. What was my fault? Why me? And I know there are more miserable people like me in this world but my pain hurts me a lot too. Is the fate of life is to be sad and life is a constant cycle of pain amd we need to escape it by following the right path? Why do humans like him exist? Everything works according to God's plan right? Then why? I just feel hopeless in all matters. I had no control over those situations. I just can't feel okay. It's always haunting me. It's like something is always behind me that takes away all the happiness or light. If one thing would be different, will everything be different today? Was I bad person in my past life and it's the karma of that life? I hope someone provide me clarity.

 

[satanachia]

I have been raped and groomed since the age of 4 by my mother's boyfriend. No one knows that except my friends. I even tried to tell my mother but she didn't believed it. I am scared about the society too. That man is also very powerful so my voice will be shut down. I feel nothing towards him, I don't hate him. I hate no one in my life. I just feel that there is no justice. That man has wisdom and he is cunning, he does meditation, it feels like God is always on his side because he had survived death countless times whether it's his accident or operation. He has wealth, a respected position in the society and a great family. What about me? I have trauma and a lot of pain that I can't ease. It's like I am angry at my fate, if there is a God, why does he allows things like these to happen? I have been dealing with thus since I just 4 years old. What was my fault? Why me? And I know there are more miserable people like me in this world but my pain hurts me a lot too. Is the fate of life is to be sad and life is a constant cycle of pain amd we need to escape it by following the right path? Why do humans like him exist? Everything works according to God's plan right? Then why? I just feel hopeless in all matters. I had no control over those situations. I just can't feel okay. It's always haunting me. It's like something is always behind me that takes away all the happiness or light. If one thing would be different, will everything be different today? Was I bad person in my past life and it's the karma of that life? I hope someone provide me clarity.

Extremely sorry for what happened to you ...You were raped because in the previous life ,u carried victimisation ,may be u had low self esteem and had always tolerated abuses even in your previous lives ..So your sub conscious mind had created repressed emotions and has attracted same kind of people in this life as well ..Mainstream definition of karma is a terrible lie ..If someone is abused it is NOT because they abused someone in their previous life ,but they had tolerated abuses and had developed victim mentality that attracts the same kind of people ..Karma is what u did to yourself and what u did with any bad experiences..

this world has 0 justice because this world is a messed up system created by jews ...

Somebody who does real meditation will never harm a child ..This person I think is escaping because he has fed in his sub conscious mind,so may be he is not getting justice ..In the main JOS,for newbie there is something called standard destruction ritual ,do it everyday ,starting from Tuesday or Saturday (on the hour of Tuesday or the hour of Saturday ).Google planetaryhours.net ..This website tells u exactly when hour of Mars and hour of Saturday falls on that particular day .Start it from waning (decreasing moon) in Scorpio or Capricorn

Everyday do this ritual ,vent out all your anger and frustration ..along with this do power meditation everyday ,within a year or two you can easily overpower him and easily punish him ..If this person has a strong aura drain it by imagining his aura being engulfed in grey energy and his aura absorbing grey energy ..sooner this person will become weaker .after u have done meditation constantly for 1 - 2 year use satanic witch craft and use the methods given in that .Do not worry ..Following these methods can easily punish him the way you want

 

[HPS Lydia]

I have been raped and groomed since the age of 4 by my mother's boyfriend. No one knows that except my friends. I even tried to tell my mother but she didn't believed it. I am scared about the society too. That man is also very powerful so my voice will be shut down. I feel nothing towards him, I don't hate him. I hate no one in my life. I just feel that there is no justice. That man has wisdom and he is cunning, he does meditation, it feels like God is always on his side because he had survived death countless times whether it's his accident or operation. He has wealth, a respected position in the society and a great family. What about me? I have trauma and a lot of pain that I can't ease. It's like I am angry at my fate, if there is a God, why does he allows things like these to happen? I have been dealing with thus since I just 4 years old. What was my fault? Why me? And I know there are more miserable people like me in this world but my pain hurts me a lot too. Is the fate of life is to be sad and life is a constant cycle of pain amd we need to escape it by following the right path? Why do humans like him exist? Everything works according to God's plan right? Then why? I just feel hopeless in all matters. I had no control over those situations. I just can't feel okay. It's always haunting me. It's like something is always behind me that takes away all the happiness or light. If one thing would be different, will everything be different today? Was I bad person in my past life and it's the karma of that life? I hope someone provide me clarity.

What happened to you was terrible and should never have happened. Humanity is on a low level, with much chaotic energy and primal urges gone wrong. It isn't really about being a bad person in one life then getting punished like this, it's that there are many bad and deranged (a person would have to be deranged to rape a child) people on this planet.

No child (or anyone) should ever be harmed like this. The Gods do not want this to happen, but their power is not instant on Earth to immediately prevent bad things from happening. As their influence gets stronger through us doing the God rituals, then the world will get better.

The man who did this to you, focus on him while doing a destruction ritual. Ask the Gods to help him get what he truly deserves from the evil he did to you. Vent all your rage and emotions into it.

Through Satan, we can heal. Perhaps you can use your experience to focus on helping others who have been through a similar experience. Doing the God rituals will also help (scroll down this page for the God Rituals). And do cleaning of your chakras and aura every day, this will help more than you know.

As for feeling hopeless, once your soul becomes more clean, your mind healed, and you empower your chakras, you will start to feel better. I can promise you this, but you need to put in the time and keep at it for as long as it takes