Question #3987: I do not even know why I feel like this

[AskSatanOperator]

I never did any evil for anybody .I grow pet birds and I care for them very well .I am basically very kind and compassionate to all living beings .But I don't know why something within me says to take the birds and pierce their eyes and kill them .I am trying to get rid of this thought but I am not able to ..This thought comes out of nowhere .I do not go near my birds .

I love my birds a very lot .But I don't even understand why I am getting such weird thoughts out of nowhere and this thought has absolutely nothing to do with a person like me ..What should I even do to destroy this thought

 

[TheFlea]

The fact that the thought of carrying these acts out repulses you is a positive sign that you aren’t a terrible person and that you will not do such a thing. I’ve struggled in the past with anxiety and depression, and intrusive thoughts such as these. I will tell you, the more you consciously consider and aggressively fight these thoughts, the more your mind will deem them as important and will bring them to your attention.

When you have these thoughts come to you, try accepting that you are having them, just observe them and move on. Do not dwell on them. Just say to yourself “Huh, weird. Oh well” and brush it off. The more you think about them, the more intensity they will have and the more often you will have them - you give power to whatever your focus and attention is on. Once you do this for a while, I think you will notice you have these thoughts less and less frequently and they become weaker and weaker. You are telling your mind it really isn’t a big deal, and it calms your nervous system.

You obviously care for the birds, and the thought of hurting them makes you sick. You aren’t a bad person just by having intrusive thoughts. And you aren’t going to act on them randomly with no control. Trust yourself.

 

[WiseDragon]

I never did any evil for anybody .I grow pet birds and I care for them very well .I am basically very kind and compassionate to all living beings .But I don't know why something within me says to take the birds and pierce their eyes and kill them .I am trying to get rid of this thought but I am not able to ..This thought comes out of nowhere .I do not go near my birds .

I love my birds a very lot .But I don't even understand why I am getting such weird thoughts out of nowhere and this thought has absolutely nothing to do with a person like me ..What should I even do to destroy this thought

Just an intrusive thought. Understand that intrusive thoughts have no value and you should not feel bad. The more you obsess over wanting to get rid of that specific thought, the more it grows stronger. You should just relax and practice Void Meditation.

 

[kaelgr]

This is just a reflection of the human mind, the subconscious. There is nothing bad about this. Instead of trying to fight it, just go with the flow and let the energies be comfortable. Your thoughts do not harm your birds. There is no need to be worried, these are normal things.

 

[AristocraticDragon666]

I never did any evil for anybody .I grow pet birds and I care for them very well .I am basically very kind and compassionate to all living beings .But I don't know why something within me says to take the birds and pierce their eyes and kill them .I am trying to get rid of this thought but I am not able to ..This thought comes out of nowhere .I do not go near my birds .

I love my birds a very lot .But I don't even understand why I am getting such weird thoughts out of nowhere and this thought has absolutely nothing to do with a person like me ..What should I even do to destroy this thought

I think it could be a psychic attack from enemy entities, they usually like to do it.

Clean the room in which you are and your aura with bright white light, visualizing how this light burns all enemy entities and how enemy entities suffer in agony when they burn.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

This is an influence that does not come from yourself, it is coming from outside. Do the Returning Curses parts 1 and 2.