Question #2022: Humbling myself while accepting my natal chart.

[AskSatanOperator]

This is a bit of an odd question.

I have came to satanism recently and the gods have began to tell me what is wrong with me.
I am directed to humbling myself and accepting who I am. I am accepting what is wrong with me and acknowledging that I am not great right now. I have validated myself by telling myself that "one day I will be great and succed". "As long as I work hard and smart enough I will get there". But the gods tell me that I am not great and I am just a random human right now.

I am conflicted because I have extremely high ambition. I am motivated to reach my full potential and do all that I can in my life to succeed.

Overall I have alot of good karma in my natal chart. I have alot of placements for high intelligence, athletic ability, and willpower.

My north node is in the 8th house on the 13th degree of cancer. This is the top half of my chart. The 8th house deals with extreme power. The 13th degree of cancer deals with extreme power as well. My north node is my only planet in the top half of my chart.
Other than my mars in the 12th house which conjuncts my AC in Sagittarius.

When I first came to satanism I began to worry if I can succeed and if the gods will accept me. I woke up one morning and heard a femminine voice that said "you will go far".

I am looking for information on how to humble myself. Should I give up on my ambitions? Do the gods have a plan for me? Is this all just stupid delusions and am I fated to die as another leaf in the wind that makes no changes or progress to mankind?

 

[Aesc666]

For a Spiritual Satanist, humbleness is good in terms of grounding and being realistic. As long as you understand that this is a lifelong journey and you don’t harbor delusions of grandeur about yourself or your abilities, you’re good. You can most certainly make a difference - everyone does that by participating in the rituals and contributing to JoS in various ways (donations, translations, helping members, creating content, etc.). You can also make a difference on a personal level, but make sure to focus on your advancement, safety, and well-being first. These should always come first.

The thing about humility is that joo-age teachings, cuckstianity and such, push it too much and go to the extreme. As long as you’re grounded and understand that you’re not some super-advanced ultra-wise being just yet, you’re good. The Gods will not put you down. They want you to have pride and confidence, because these qualities are crucial for advancement and energy work. Take pride in your path, in your achievements, in your willpower and dedication. Keep an open mind and make sure to remain grounded in reality, but never put yourself down.

Now, as far as astrology and your natal chart, this is just a blueprint. To quote HPS Maxine, “[...]Through Satan and meditation, bad things in the chart can be sublimated. No chart is perfect and everyone has his/her Saturn among other things. Knowing the potential bad things in your chart gives you a powerful too in changing these, something those who are without do not have.” Additionally, make sure to read this excellent article.

The more you work on your soul, the easier it will be to overcome natal obstacles. You have karma cleaning and workings to eliminate dross in the soul. You have specific workings to strengthen personal qualities and overcome problems. You have squares to sublimate negative placements and strengthen debilitated planets. You have elemental invocation to balance your elements. Strong aura of protection and workings can protect you from bad transits.

You have access to all the necessary tools. All you have to do is apply yourself.

 

[AFODO]

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=5&t=87672
https://satanslibrary.org/English/H...Your_Karma_-_High_Priest_Hooded_Cobra_666.pdf
https://satanslibrary.org/English/H..._Part_4_12_-_High_Priest_Hooded_Cobra_666.pdf


You don't need to worry about a bad natal chart, because you can overcome their bad influences.