I tend to gravitate to negative/dark or melancholic views and emotions it also brings me comfort in myself. It’s almost my therapy i guess the question is does this necessarily reflect or affect oneself negativley. Can this energy be used beneficially? Is it truly negative if it comforts me ...

I have made a new account to post this as my old account I have forgot the password “666ix” I recently had sex with this girl that I knew probably wasn’t a good idea , I used to be into her when I was younger and she’s always had huge mental health issues, addictions etc. afterwards the...