so after months of being unmotivated and lazy i have recently found the will to get up and start working on myself. I've started opening the chakras as I've never really done that fully. today i worked on the crown and afterwards i noticed some capillaries in my hands broke, so my hands are...

I've been dedicated for almost a year, since i was 17 but i feel like I've made no progress. I try to stick to a routine but i can't seem to follow it properly and i keep trying again and again every few weeks but somehow failing each time. I get back to my usual plan (AoP, void, chara spinning...

i dont know whether its because of my internet or something, because the forums work just fine but is the whole site down right now? i get error 404 everytime i try to access it