I had an activated Kundalini in the past, and it ocurred to me... how do you reconcile an activated kundalini and the turmoil it causes in your body,... with a job??...

Im currently in software engineering in college and I hate it. My dream is to rent two homes that I own and live off of that, and never work a day in my life and dedicate my life to achieving godhead. One of the homes is already rented. The problem is I wont be able to have a pension If I fail...

What do you got? Thank you Hail Satan!