can i use nicotine patch that my docter pescribed me, he was for some reason laughing when he mentioned that, and hes jewish so idk if i should do it andits hard to quit cold turkey but i guess that probably awnsers me getting attacked even when i did like 5 returning rituals and aura of...

You know what i also notice is that im in a meditating type state almost all the time and its aggravating as fuck its like i cannot stop thinking for shit and when i do my mind goed in protective mode again and i start tryinb to protect myself does anybody think that smokinb cigarette is part of...

Im trying to get a group of ppl to help me do some rituals at the same time unless or until HPC does another ritual schedule just 4 days of with ppl at the same time i wanna see how it goed message me for times as well so we can all do it at the same hour.

No not as much as before and before wasnt even much to begin with, i have to do more and work out ill see what i do.

Relaxinb is a big issue for me, its literally near impossible for me too relax especially when i voices saying "this is telepathy, im gonna destroy you with telepathy shalom" then shalom like over 50 million times righg now its not happenning as often because yesterday i was gettinb attacked...

I was literally thinking the same, idk what to do it sucks. :(

Yea i think i should focus more on working out and yoga i remember when i was doing all that and my body was able to maintain but just a little :lol:

Is just that i wanna advance fast, tyings are hittinb thd fan and i dont wanna be those left behind, i remember sly scorpion gave me a meditation to do on my soul and chakras i had to repeat satanas like 30 times and ansun 40 time started shaking like crazy despite feeling good did lower reps...

No its not its literally me shaking uncontrollably and it pisses me off i cant stop shaking and i feel good i guess because im meditating but then i stop entirely because i just shake as if im having a seizure, i wanna meditate but something felt off when i shake like that idk.

If i start shaking like a noodle do i stop meditating and take a break or do something smaller I did the raum meditation in intermiate meditations and i feel good but started shaking like a noodle lmao thar always happens to me and it distracts me from going further

I hate to break your bubble but you are not possesed because even maxime confirms that there are spells, that has happened to me too but while daydreaming or me unknowingly tranced clearly the Nazarene is a thoughtform so thats a faggot ass enemy throwing spells down your throat not actually...

It is very complicatee and annoying sometimes i wish i had no feelings at all.

Well there is this prick on youtube whos a kike that shows anc explains it on his own arm, is like what HC said those kiked reveal any form of there plans in sources of Entertainment and just laugh because ppl dont notice the guy literally had a smirk on his face the whole video.

I mean just realized I have only 6 to five hours of free time now and thats excluding sleep because I get out of work very tired. Anyway it seems like you have more time on your hands than me because this conversation is irrelevant to anything important besides mindless bable to even keep going...

Yea I know im wierd but we all had our issues brother :D

Patience and Emotions is key, I've learned through having that its much easier I would be described as someone who is far behind Salvation but I learned through meditation my wrongs and weaknesses im sure a good amount of Satanist know that to be true but like I said in my other post about...

not a joke just a question man, there's other Satanist here who work a full time job and wish they had more time a day to do things, I just wanna know if its enough.

no i have 8 hours of sleep

Im only gonna have 8 hours of free time during my day now, is that enough for everythin jos

I think you should also post comments of exposing christianity as well, this is a really good idead

Thats is inspirational as hell, my life is starting to look up as well, im more outgoing with my family and I finally got a job, and coincidentally enough or not I've also been having a lot of thhoughts of hitler even had dreams and the job street is 555, when I saw that after reading your post...

I have had this insane hate for Satan for a while but when i started being consisted with my meditating I love him more and more and his demons, I literally cannot believe the expiriiences I have, it is tru that when you dont meditate enough the enemy tries there ugly hardest to make you hate...

Well fear is more of a mental game than anything else, you can clean, protect etc as many times you want but if you dont have resolve then that fear will still be there, you have to know that your actually safe and there's nothing to fear, when you know for a fact thatll you'll do anything to...

Ignore him, he's a fool, live and learn its not like it was intentional anyways just a common mistake, thats why im scared to get a pet don't want another 1 to die after 5 or 6 of them did.

lmao thats true even the bootlegged subhumanoid kikes are doing thd same repititions like dumb asses, i already got 3 moaning and pissing themselves while i come up with new ways to fold them, this is i qoutes from one of them "stop attacking me" "wtf no fucking way" "if you keep attacking me...

Since i would beat my face and head repeteadly, what should I do about the trauma, i smack myself in my ears too what can i do to heal from that all that trauma i get dizzy, nauseous, and i almost collapse literally everyday, ive went to the hospital multiple times for it and they just give me...

Thanks guys and ladies for your help but i keep on shaking like a noodle and its even harder to meditate

I wanna fastfor two weeks to lose weight faster.

What is the best meditation for depression, im really depressed and chaotic i beat myself repeatedly, and i cut.

what would be a good meditation for depression.

i didnt mentionthis but now when im doing the ritual thatyou showed me to do aboutvibrating satan 18 times and i start shaking like if im having a seizure or like if im gett electrified its odd and now i feel hot like if i have a fever but when i touch myself im not even hot and I think demons...

I went and checked it whats a athame? And how would i plant the pole firmly on the ground? Btw thank you so much for helping me with this I Appreciate it a ton you motivated me to keep going :D

Satans libary is not working

I was wondering if I can do low reps on any rtr or ritual for now because I did a rtr theday before and im overwhelmned shocked and Amazed but I had way to much energy its making me cry with how much my body i shaking like i feel this energetic electryfying energy lol its funny but when i feel...

i cant find the rtr on google

I wanna ask another question when im doing rituals can i do low reps, like with the other rituals in the shcedule i wanna help out in some way

i just found detaching from JoS but it says unwanted idk like if i do it it says i have to want to detach from them i really dont understand it im kind of worried for some reason.

Idk if i have a strong water sign, can you send me the link, and also the detaching soul idk any of this stuff so i apologize

I will admit when im around my family I do get attacked way more and yes I am ver sensitive to ppl and energies but when im by myself i get attacked less I actually noticed that but you confirmed it when I decided to be in my room all day away from them I was really peacefull but as soon as I...

I whisper but vibrate as hard as I can i feel really warm then cold then warm again im surprised and i feel kind of high so to speak. I need to do more

thank you i feel better but i feel like i shoul do more holy shit i actually feel good and i feel electric type or something thanks man im actually new to this still sadly

I live with christians is saying it in my head still counts

Please if you can get you send me all that you did to stop the attacks, I noticed that im connected with the enemy and its hard to meditate, I get attacked so hard that i cant even use the bathroom things are better now but i cant even take showers without being attacked or controled please send...

Im sorry for asking but can you tell me how to control this hate that have for these fucking kikes god damn bro wtf is this shit I wanna literrally murdr those fucks please tell me anthying to control this hate man im dead ass in tears on how bad i wanna u already im getting headaches severe...

bro you called me retarded for no apparrent reason how about you actually tell me where you live and lights see what type of an fighter you are in real life with your wannabe ss jewish trash self hoodedcobra said no infightings between us so respect the rules and STFU and go on your petty...

clearly said what you said but in bigger context, lol maybe next time be sure of what your posting "im not sure if what ill write here is true". One retard to another bigger retard don't post nothing of mere unsurety we need knowledge my reply was just a speculation as was yours. Idiot. Get on...

I agree with your statement they do get offended but that goes for every fanboy in existence. I mean look at that riot that happened in a third world country where they rioted because there home soccer team lost correct me if I'm wronb about that 1.

well that explains why i keep seeing the same faggot grey with a tail coming back before i would do that blue flame thing it would scream or shriek saying "ok ill leave please stop" im confused tho because it alwways says znd does the same thing idk now im back at square 1 this really sucks not...

bro i did not know that i could kill them I thought that the greys could only be handled by satan and his demons wtf im fucking pissed off wtf man Fuuuuuuuck im sorry if im swearing too much but other satanist and even hooded cobra said we cant take them right? Please awnser me asap because im...

I feel the same way and since the beginning I felt like this was something of a small plan that will lead to a much bigger 1. All in all I know the frtr and every shot we throw at them is suceeding I think Satan and the Gods showed me that it actually works it was when i had my doubts about it...

Why didnt i know this. Sooner. Why wasn't none of this told in jos, maxime never mentioned fucking rabbis with hoods cominb out of no where. Tf is this bs. Either way thanks for the knowledge.

I Didn't understand at all, i don't remember maxime actually saying it but i most likely just last hoodedcobras last post gotta reread because the mind forgets funnily enough I just remembered maxime stating she got attacked a good amount but idk if it was starting off or diving more deep into...

ill like to thank you again bro I swear to everything you just made it much easier for me to meditate, and you made me realize that Satan and hi deamons and deamoness has helped me even further than i thought bruuhh im literally amazed the God's bless you bro all it took was some understanding...

If somebody would have told me that you get attacked a lot starting off then this would have made more sense. 1 of the reasons I would get hopeless is because I didn't know why i was getting attacked when i meditated since im just starting off why do each lf you guys say completely different...

I forget say thank you to you too I apoligize . But thank you :D

Ok something wierd happened and there's a voice telling me not to tell no one so should i say it, imma say it anyways i felt something hot not overwhelmingly hot but something hot then i started and stil am in tears while in tears its as if somethinb inside of me was burning and yelling but in a...

Thank you that really helps

we going to be in a cyberpunk 2077 state of world. Or so they think.

thank you now i know i dont have to lose my shit directly at my family because these damn xtian thoughtforms I always felt deep inside that I should have taken it easy on them is just the way I've seen other Satanist on here get on full flaming mode even on there own xtian family members that...

1 more question what does it mean when maxime says christians are our enemy like in what way? Like do we have to hate them and sympathize for them at all im confused on that part what if our family members are christians?

Do I also do a banishing ritual for this zeta midget fuck grey too I noticed that its ugly was trying to mess with me ever since my dad took me to eat in his disgusting chapel I notice this grey bitch along with this other reptoid scaly grey with a tail likes controlling me too how do i get rid...

How do you pronounce uphir is it like up here? Because if it is i heard that many time back in the day thinking someone was saying up here either i would look up and something would start fucking with me. Unless it was something else but if its not then now I know to not listen to " hey up here...

well if you leave just know that you will be extremely regretful, as maxime when i left my life went sideways I tried everything in my power to show that i didn't want this because I was confused and lost. After that my life turned into shit because the enemy was doing nothing, like maxime...

idk how to say this but i was being attacked and remembered hearing cats in my astral and a cat walk up to me while i looked in my head and I was petting than some other stuff happened that i dont wanna talk about. I did stated that i wanted to see a demon as a cat before i saw it seeing that...

well i guess destroying the full hebrew alphabet is the same thing but then some. I will admit tho that stating that im reversing the word shalom causes the same affect as the rtr only thing is that i ger attacked harder for it that or im just putting to much thought into it. Idk it could still...

hoodedcobra666 please conside my spell, I swear it woul prove useful. I kept doing it today and came with the idea to destroy the word shalom with a pen while saying it backwards. I was being attacked hard today because of that spell and idea lmao the enemy was raging hard on me hahahaha please...

just keep it balanced not too hard or too soft. I was really hard on myself, that only caused self doubt and depression and extreme hate for myself, but patience is a virtue indeed, push yoursel but have some control. Its really easy ounce you realize that. You dont have to be ready to serve...

hoodedcobra666 I need to tell you this spell because its urgent I think for spiritual warfare as an extra spell that provides offense and defense in time of need, ive been having trouble with hearing shalom in my astral and i was just earlier being harrased by bug eyed retards and even a deep...

I know this is out of subject but I did a Frtr I can see that i did it properly this time because I i am going through 1 of the craziest experience I had in a while, but i heard a voice in me head that said I cant destroy a grey if your not lokking at it and i saw 1 of there heads pop like a...

you dont seem to understand that we cant show mercy to them because ounce you have your back turned they will stab it. Hitler tried hard making peace with the jews you know what they did? They caused world war 2 and made america kill ppl for no reason because they lied. You want more information...

yea I dont think there actual humans I think those are enemy entities trying to mess with you funny enough i go threw some what the same you go through but thank the gods im ignoring it, they taunted me too and said all this wammy blammy bs like square up or have a pathatic goofy laugh and say...

so i can see that you read what hooded cobra said, yes we throw curses at the big nose losers because they throw curses at us, like hooded cobra said they destroyed everything we had and killed many of us in the past theres proof of that just go to jos website and go to exposing Christianity...

Yes you can do pretty much anything but remember you have limits, I remember yesterday or the day before that I was listening to a song from dragon ball gt and when I was getting provoked by the enemy I imagined doing a big black ball and blasting it to the enemy, i also like pretending that im...