I feel like personally for me I need to get the ball rolling regardless of the global situation. I could wait another 4 years and just focus all my attention on my advancement in the meantime, but that means I'll be putting a halt on material things which I don't want to do. Honestly finding a...

It may have sounded lazy to you but really it stems from the lack of confidence I have for my workings, although I do have enough workings to back up that I can manifest what I desire, I still have a problem with thinking things will not work out all too greatly which of course I am working on...

That's actually how I got into it as well :lol: there's also videos online where they explain the psychology behind Omori but I suggest if you are interested in doing so, to watch them at the end of your gameplay because it of course spoils some major plot points and it's best to go in somewhat...

Ahh I see :o alright I understand what I need to do thanks! I'll make use of Gebo and Fehu then ^^ I've realized I was being rather pessimistic, the replies here helped me snap out of that thank you

I did one for my solar plexus about a month ago or so, did 216 reps of surya for a full lunar cycle and a week in I already felt the effects (although it may not have been the best timing). I plan on doing one for my base so I was wondering if I should add in my affirmation that its removing...

Hello! I bought Omori a few months back and my personal opinion is it’s totally worth it. If you are into the psychology of how one is affected by trauma and overcoming said trauma as well as overcoming any fears or guilt from mistakes one has made then I think it’s a good game for you to play...

Hello! I plan on doing a Fehu working in a couple weeks to help me find a job late January/Early February. (I’ll probably ask the gods as well to give it an extra push) but I am having trouble coming up with an affirmation that involves that I don’t need to get the vaccine or at the very least...

Unfortunately I do not have anymore, I rarely draw SS related things and my profile pic that I drew is basically just my persona for the forums. I do draw a lot of anime things but its not something I'd like to share here since it's unrelated but maybe in the future when I actually have the...

Thanks again! Yeah I do like the necktie aesthetic better than the bow tie, in my opinion I find it more classier :)

I was thinking on similar lines after I was done reading the topic and understood it when it was posted, this might give an opportunity for the enemy to create some doubt within some people. I thought it was mainly going to be newer SS, but after to see a couple people who aren’t new make...

Thank you~ Sorry for the late reply! Too many attacks lately :roll: Haha awesome! I actually like that concept as well and suits too (I kinda wanna draw him more in this outfit honestly) which is why I chose it in the first place :lol: Also I don't know if you have found the picture within...

Thank you! :D (Just in case you wanted to know as well) Okay so I've done what I could, the first one is a more crisp version and the second one is a smoother version and I think just a tad bit darker. So take your pick ^^ There's not much difference between the two unless you look close...

Nice! :D Yeah I can totally do that, I'm pretty decent with graphic programs and I have photoshop so I'll see what I can do. That's a good idea especially if anyone else on the forum or those who are lurking want to do the same, develop my drawing and frame it (which I give permission to do...

Whaaa, I didn't expect you to comment HPHC :lol: Thank you for your words, I appreciate it! You've really made my day :D Thanks :) Im glad you think so :D Thank you! What really? That would be awesome, I'd never think someone would do that with my art :lol: Im delighted that I was able to...

Thanks :mrgreen: Thank you! I'm happy you can You're too kind :D

Thanks! Thank you :) Tysm! I'm pleased to know you like it and I am glad it did :D Patience :lol: I'll probably pop out randomly from my hole one day and post more then go back into my hole :lol: Your comments actually gave me a confidence boost which I needed so thank you! I'm glad my...

Hi everyone, I made a drawing of Father last year in 2019 and I am only now deciding to post it. Unfortunately I couldn’t draw anything this year for Father due to major attacks from the enemy and life stress so I guess this will have to do. I was kinda beating myself up for not making him...

I dedicated 5 years ago when I was a teenager sometime in November and it’s surprising how much one’s life can change in a short period of time under the guidance of the gods. Before then I always hated xianity like a lot of people here, I hated the church for what they have done and whenever I...

It’s unfortunate that this had to occur but I am glad it has been dealt with. I didn’t really read many of the sermons the ex-clergy members had put out anyways, procrastinating to read their specific posts, (except perhaps those that were proofread by other clergy) and if I did read the sermons...

As have I. Anyways, thank you for the reply. This really helped calm my mind on the matter and what you have said really does apply to me as well. It puts me at ease that another member who is more advanced than I am has gone through similar and has overcome it. I just need to figure out on...

I apologize to the OP as this isn’t directed at him. Hello! I am going through something similar at the moment I was wondering if I could have some advice ^^ I was also wrong on who I thought was my GD and all this time for like the past 3 years or so I was connecting to his energy thinking...

Wow! That was great; I managed to start perfectly in an evening offensive! This truly does feel like you are not alone while doing the RTR, a huge wave of energy just hit me in the face while I commenced it, almost overwhelming but amazing. I can just visualize every two hours a battalion of SS...

I'll take your advice with a grain of salt as I don't necessarily believe this, I don't think she's entirely gone, like I see this spark still there that could still be ignited if it's properly dealt with. I also haven't said much regarding their situation so it's easy to assume this, like for...

And no it has nothing to do with my parents, but my older sister. Note this will have a bit of a vent/rant so I apologize if it’s long; I just want to try and give a bit of backstory making things clear. For the past several years my older sister has been in an on and off relationship with...

Kinda late to the party lol but I totally agree with this, I have seen people’s opinions change due to being really deluded and being easily brainwashed whilst being stoned like I know this one guy who was really into Nazis at one point and now he’s just spouting nonsense on having a higher self...

Ugh ew, now I kinda just wanna delete any post I have interacting with her or edit any post I have made praising her. Honestly I just brushed off the things that didn't add up about her/her posts since she was an artist but seriously I have to be more careful...As I said in a previous comment...

I always treat the Gods with total respect, they ARE Gods after all and anyone who doesn’t are just plain out fools. I also try to do my part of advancing myself, doing RTRs every day and trying to help others outside the forum considering if I have the experience. The timing of this sermon is...

Oh so you’re Native? Well so am I so maybe you’ll actually listen to a member of your race, maybe not but it’s worth a try. Don’t think that being a Satanist is all about being edgy, cool, or “sacrifices” those are all Jewish related shit and it has nothing to do with any of that. I would...

Well...on a more positive note...I agree with the symbolism ^^ Nice drawing :)

Beautiful. As someone who has contemplated suicide one to many times I’d feel pretty ashamed and frustrated with myself if I had gone through with it, like now I have more shit I gotta clean in my next life. I probably wouldn’t be able to face the Gods properly if this were to happen. But this...

Excellent Sermon! This was really motivating Hitler is such a wonderful man and happy birthday to him! Heil Hitler!

Okay this is for those who’ve been wondering about the difference between and hawk and a falcon, I was just waiting for the topic to be bumped again. After doing a little bit of research (you should do your own as well to get more of an understanding) and to keep this short I’d try to...

Haha I've seen you around the forum and your username did remind me of Horus due to the Falcon bit. Anyways that's interesting, just keep working on your senses to get a more solid answer :) I'm still trying to figure out if he is or not and I don't really recall anything for myself in regards...

Yes! This is really exciting news it made my day! 20 or so years is not that long in comparison from willing to wait lifetimes for the Gods come back ( Funny thing, I was thinking about Azazel for the past couple of days and he isn't really the one to pop up in my mind that often and then this...

Fucking parasites, time to express my anger through more RTRs, they won’t know what’ll hit them…

From other posts I have read on the forum I saw that Amon Ra's animal is a hawk while Horus' animal is a falcon. (They are different people ) I did a comparison of the birds recently and they both seem really similar to each other and since dreams can be kinda blurry at times they could...

Ahhh Thank you! I've used the search engine for other things but it didn't cross my mind to use it for him :lol: I'll take a look when I have the time ^^ And I'm so glad to hear others were in the same boat, it was sorta bothering me for a bit lol

Thanks for your reply ^^ I also think not being 100% sure is because of past hangups as well as I mentioned my intuition is not always right so I tend to doubt myself a lot. But I’ll try what you have done eventually to see if anything happens, maybe even go through the demons list again. But...

I’ve been seeing a lot of GD questions/topics coming up lately so I guess I’ll jump in on it as well. Ever since coming to the JoS I’ve been wondering who my GD was and I have a sneaking suspicion it might be Horus. Note I've already summoned him like twice, once when I was a total newb when I...

Recently I was looking at and comparing natal charts for astrology practice and Saturn was popping out from someone who was close to me, so I kinda got worried for them but this explanation does clear up some confusion I had in regards to Saturn and its energies by it not being all that bad...

I may be late at saying this but those 2 drawings are amazing! Great fan art right there ^^ (We need some more of this lol) Thanks for sharing and keep it up! :D

Thank you! Yeah I draw a lot of anime and their eyes are pretty big as well as some of their proportions are off so I was trying to avoid that but apparently I made them smaller :lol: Eh I did try, I guess I gotta revisit proportions, I'll keep that in mind for the next portrait though so thank...

*Small gasp* :o Thank you so much Zola! Your words really do mean a lot since you’re one of the artists I look up to ^^ Before drawing Father I was just like: “I wanna draw all the Gods too eventually” since I wanted to do something for them rather than just spiritual warfare. I also have a bit...

I feel a lot of power and emotion coming from these beautiful poems It's amazing and I wouldn't mind to read more from you ^^ Thanks for sharing, and if you can keep going :)

Thank you! Your words mean a lot ^^ Oh so you get my reference eh? [Insert man of culture meme] :lol: Thank you so much! If you want to do what Zola has done then I feel like you should just do it. Set those thoughts aside since you'll never know until you try or rather until you've...

Hello everyone, my username used to be “Keeper0ftheGrim0ire”, but then I really started to not like it and so I moved accounts and hopefully start fresh??? I kinda just disappeared for a year and now I’m reappearing but I have learned a lot in the past year and I kind of cringe at some things I...