Any efforts are futile in my case. no matter what I try, it is impossible to make myself healthy and healthy. I'm almost like fluff or autistic. my genome is broken due to parents suffering from alcohol syndrome. I got what is possible without elevated states of consciousness, I have no choice...
I was referring to the energy of this life, because if I just commit suicide, it will simply come out, and the infernal entities will take the energy. Does this mean that I will give energy to the enemy? if the truth is nothing scary, then I will go and die right after they confirm this to me
so it should be my problem with the brain. if everything was connected and understandable to me, I would not write. even in a dream I can’t contact the lower demons. I just don’t want to die for nothing. if you do not help me with this, I will simply die without using all the energy. I agree...
I can’t use the methods that are accessible to healthy people, for example, jumping from the roof of a 17-story building or hanging myself. my strength is barely enough to print
I have been on this list since birth. special injuries were made to me after which serious opportunities are not available. the gods do not see me because I'm partially dead. in this state, I can only kill myself through severe mental trauma, so I want to euthanize it; a lot of energy will not...
why? I want to see my face. maybe someone wants to help me. can someone remember me from past lives. how to write personal messages? I don’t think that the enemy will want to finish me off.
you are the rights of suffering brought me to the forum, now I additionally suffer from translation and from the fact that someone here will help someone else but advice. if I could get in touch with the gods I would not be here and not suffer :cry:
no, I can’t invest it, I don’t have it
yes I did everything according to the instructions
I have very little vitality. if I had not blocked the upward flow, I would have already died. I'm thinking of jumping off a building, but I don’t know if this is right