I had the same experience as you. But I can move my hands and my feet during sleep paralysis. I do meet someone other than myself in that state, but I don't know if it's an "entity" or a figment of my brain. I can touch his skin and hug him. The feeling is the same as reality. At first, I could...

The reason you can't move in sleep paralysis is because what you feel in that state is not the physical body. I can control sleep paralysis. I can feel another set of limbs in sleep paralysis, which is definitely different from the physical body. I've talked a lot about sleep paralysis in my...

I have been active in Chinese translation for almost two years.

经过讨论，我修改了这篇翻译中的一些错误并进行了改善。 (After discussion, I have corrected some mistakes in this translation and made improvements.) 撒旦新年快乐：2024 大祭司眼镜蛇 文字记录，4月30日 大家好，这里是撒旦之乐部委的大祭司眼镜蛇。...

Can't the blue light make you feel Satan's energy? I don't think the color of the Sun represents JoS.

Don't think of meditation as a daunting task, an annoying assignment. Don't put too much pressure on yourself. Meditation is like listening to music, appreciating art, smelling flowers. Relax, feel your heart, and relax your soul as you would your body. No one will be lazy to do something...

Incredibly, I just tried again to enter a controlled sleep paralysis. I did it, and I heard different music. I hear different melodies, and each one is beautiful, and I can change those melodies. While listening to this music, I knew exactly what I was doing, and my consciousness went into...

Spiritual practitioners who do not conform to Satanic morality? Personally, I think those people don't deserve to live in this world, no matter how much meditation they practice.

I've always wanted to get to know Baalzebul better, and I've been attracted to him ever since. My father almost never talks to me. Maybe Baalzebul will help me.

I once heard a song very clearly during a sleep paralysis. At that point, I couldn't tell if I was awake or asleep, and I couldn't tell if the song was real or in my head. It was a psychedelic, magical feeling. In my dreams, I would read a novel and wonder who had written such a good book, only...

That's just what I need these days. Neptune has had a profound effect on me, and these days I really enjoy using the right side of my brain. I enjoy the pure emotion and intuition, and the experience of half-dreaming and half-waking, which is more enjoyable than thinking with the left brain.

你没有伤害我。我只是在开集体主义的玩笑，尽管这并不好笑。 “我被抛弃了吗?”这是我五年前的问题。“我是犹太人吗?”这是我六年前的问题。我几年前就解决了这些问题。我现在没有任何心理问题。我只是再次闲聊起这些事情，表达我的感想。 我不喜欢这么严肃的交流，让我感到不知所措。你不用这么礼貌和正式。我给你发邮件了。 You didn't hurt me. I was just joking about collectivism, even if it wasn't funny. "Am I abandoned?" was the problem I had five years ago...

任何人都清楚你所说的道理，但是情感更细腻的人会懂得我的感受。嗯，你该不会觉得我在跟你争论“众神是否抛弃我们”的愚蠢问题吧？当然了，这里的所有人都知道众神没有抛弃我们的事实。更何况，我从来都没有讨论众神是否抛弃“全人类”的问题，因为这个问题的答案这么明显，根本不需要被讨论。我的问题从来都是众神是否抛弃“我”。我知道赛里斯人很喜欢“集体主义”，但也不必这样。 有时候，我们能强烈地感受到与众神的联系，并从中感受到快乐与温暖。有时候，因为一些原因，我们则感受不到这种联系。几万年的孤独让我们的内心产生了被抛弃的恐惧，我们与众神的联系也被阻断，因此，我想要表达的重点在情感体会上。...

人们的一举一动都是对世界的干涉/改变。你在改变世界的过程中获得力量，再用新获得的力量更进一步地改变世界。 无法改变的人同样也无法坚持，他们基本上就是随波逐流。

我不知道为什么你用中文回复我，你忘记关闭网页自动翻译了吗？因为在你引用我的回复时，也把我的回复翻译成中文了。 (I don't know why you replied to me in Chinese. Did you forget to turn off the automatic translation of the web page? Because when you quoted my reply, you also translated my reply into Chinese.) 在几万年前，当众神离开这个世界时，“被抛弃”就已经成为一种恐惧。...