A large reason for my troubled past and upbringing was the emotional toll this endless cycle of be happy then be shown misery right after without fail. The ignoring and just follow the beaten path of the cycle cost me healthy family, a healthy lifestyle, and healthy relationships. How you...

Thanks for the help! It makes sence Sheol would be the predecessor to our Kingdom now and bastard christ.

Before I joined the JOS I came across an article, scriptures, ancient texts, and even music named after a place in the kingdom of Hell named "Sheol." It is described as the farthest from life on a spiritual plain. Supposedly even the dead forget their names and are left wander aimlessly like...

Thank you all for your advice and help. The Facts on nutrition is more then likely. My insanely high metabolism burns through everything that isn't pure muscle or fat. I may indeed have been pushing myself a bit much. My body, combined with the increase in Bioelectricity is bound to have new...

As I progress further into the 40 days of my spiritual journey I am noticing a change from the comforting "Buzz" from when I first started. I acknowledge that through repetitive practice like with all things you will improve, but my body behaved oddly as well. As stated before, the repetition...

Your penmanship is stunning. I would be lying if I said I was not envious of your talent. May you have a Happy Yule. Hail Satan Hail Beelzebub Hail Bifrons

Whilst meditating I couldn't help but remember a dream and personal event I had when I first began my spiritual Journey towards Father Satan and the Gods. I dreamt of a mass of flies covering a man and seemingly eating away at his flesh. The only sound that could compete against the deafening...

Meditation and Yoga have been great benefactors to not only my soul, but my mental health as well. However, due too my interest in exercise, my ADHD, and in all honesty I am just aggressive by nature, Is there a way to either use the energy I burn on a daily basis to aid my aura/chakras? Or can...

I like many here read the articles and forums then simply decided to put Hitler on the side. My main focus was devotion to the Gods and my own spiritual enrichments. Yet, looking at it now, I can see some of the brainwashing. After fear that I was becoming a "Neo-Nazi" more then a follower of...

As a newer member I have been practicing meditations and putting forth effort into spiritual warfare, but due to my transition into college methods like the "40 Day" practice are becoming increasingly difficult for the time being. I suggest a forum that looks strictly on the weakness or...

Alr the prodding thing didn't come to mind but it worked. Couldn't help but laugh at this small prick getting blood but a heated blade couldn't. The cut on my cheek and the one on my bicep managed to scar without bleeding. I welcome them but wth. Thanks.

Using a red candle, a meditative position and after bathing, I began to write and perform the commitment ritual posted on The Joy Of Satan website, however the razor I was using to prick my finger could not draw blood? For the next hour or two, I used multiple knives and tried to draw blood on...