You can't apologize yourself out of this one as this is all (+1)666-COBRA'S-FAULT ! Just lolz :ROFLMAO:. You were being pleasantly stern. I needed to hear that one. With the right external interferences, mind can fabricate fear. This has to be dealt accordingly and voided out. I'm glad you...

Wow. I've struggled with the same things. This joyless stage of hopelessness is an extremely ugly and demoralizing place to be, mentally. This post deserves to be a sticky! Thank You, OP!

I'm deeply convinced, that the wish to ditch booze has to originate from within. It can not be planted from outside with the exception of hypnosis perhaps. If someone really enjoys drinking as a way of escapism, there isn't much one can do. Might need to take a look at the natal chart to see...

I had been contemplating such a working for a loooong time. Last Saturday, on Sabbath, it finally happened. Also, I can confirm the tiredness/exhaustion (today is the 3rd day) but maybe I just worked too much for the last two days (my work is not sedentary). After calling a Demon, during the...

It makes always sense to create your own offline versions of all important rituals. This way you can continue working even if the skanks manage to take down our servers :ugeek:

I guess I can totally relate. For me, this exhausting period started in about April-May. By the end of June I felt like it should be autumn by now, not July. I'm not exactly a zombie yet but the ride has definitely been rough. There are days I even can't make myself do AC + AoP. My partner is...

Hei, ma pean natuke uurima seda artiklit. Siis oskan öelda.

Thank you for your kind words. I managed to translate and publish almost all the articles of 'Exposing xtianity'. As of now, only one remains to be translated. I edited some photos where necessary and managed to upload these, too. It was quite a straightforward and intuitive process. I've done...

On the other hand, how could anyone know ancient spiritual teachings that were purged, burned or hoarded into the vacuum vaults? This is a rhetorical question. The other thing is, in today's materialistic clown goy world almost everyone wants everything done yesterday. Then, due to the lack of...

Damn, I found it. However, it doesn't mention anything about the spiritual/health version of squares needing an affirmation. I did the spiritual version of Venus and am currently doing the spiritual Sun. Source: Magickal/Kabalistic Squares: How to Correctly Use These

Caused by lack of time and lack of general mental capacity, I guess. I find myself unable to go deep if free time is too limited, unable to relax. I didn't bother scouring the forums because the descriptions on the squares pages were pretty explanatory. The fact, that the pages of squares don't...

So, with the Full Moon almost here cohenciding with their skanky hcasep, I will carry on with the warfare rituals. Business as usual. You know, it occured to me while shuffling my Tarot deck quietly, that we are creators of a different reality. Therefore, we can not allow ourselves to start...

Just to be clear, Brother, is it AJOHA or AJOGA?

This is by design. Also, warfare has to have an element of surprise to it.

It seems that I hadn't done my homework well enough :D Thank you, sir.